Dreams Cracks Into Pieces

The Past

2011-12-14T12:15:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time , there was a girl and a boy who loved each other . Then a slut came in and ruined everything. The End .

I Miss Us :'(

What A Life

2011-12-07T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hello Lovely Blogger !

I'm back for blogging here . Yey ! Well , there's so many thing bothering my life right now . Problems come but will never go . Haish . I know partly was fault . I mean , I keep on holding to my past . Ignore my present and never wanna go to future . Dear blogger , you wanna know what ? Effendi the one I've been blogging all these while have already leave me . And worst part is , his engaged . Engaged to that third party bitch . Weird part is , I still have this sense of feeling that he will come back to me one fine day . I'm not really sure with my feelings I thought of moving on but I can't . This feeling keep asking me to stay and stalk . Haish . I really miss that man of mine . How I wish we are a part not apart .

Next , now I'm no longer close with Naim , Nyna and Farhan . Yeah , it's them . Don't wanna say much about this , just a few words will do . I never pushes you guys away , I just wanna be alone . You guys misunderstood it . And mention that you're glad that you don't need me in life . Wohoo . You know what ? I won't regret for as long as you don't need me in your life . Hear that bitch !

I miss all those times when we are together

Cheer Up Babe .

2011-05-25T13:29:00.002+08:00

FITRIEY BABY

Fitriey , you take good care of yourself kay sayang ? I know it is very hard for you to control everything by your own . No worry , me and your other friends will always be there for you . Remember that and pleasee . Don't punish yourself for being in this kind of condition . You ton and didn't go home . Out with don't know who . Please , don't drugs , don't drink too much . And most important of all , Take good care of yourself . Don't let others take advantage on you . Oke ? I'm always will be here to be your listening ears to each and every story of yours . ILOVEYOU (:

I'm just eight digit away from you babe <3

Too many to share .

2011-05-24T17:04:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since I last update my blog . I've got so many story to talk here but nahh , I don't think so I will share all of it here . Well , let's get started here !

So yahh , 09 April 2011 , It's the most memorable date . It was suppose to be my Fifth Anniversary with Muhammad Effendi but nehh , it turns out to be so horrible . I know that I and him already end our relationship on 17 March 2011 . But as I promise myself to give him cupcakes as his birthday cake , i fulfill them and sent it at Changi General Hospital alone . I've waited for sometimes and I received a shocking surprise . He is with another girl ! Teeeet !

On 22 April 2011 , I went KL with my Sista BMV . It's a 3day 2night trip . It was an awesome trip that I ever went for . Serious ! I'm not lying k . I bring 350RM for the 3 days . I went there by Coach as our flight is last minute cancel by Air Asia . But never mind , we still reached there safely . I have to face so much obstacles there . The hotel i stay in is to go through 15 steps of stairs then reach the lobby . But they don't mind carrying me up and down . We also went club . Heehs ! It's my first time club and of course , I did drink Beer . Heeh ! And there , I got kiss on my both cheeks by Zul Huzaimy . Actor in Mat remp-it with his favorite quotes 'LU BIKIN GUA PANAS' . Best y'know .

Oke now , errr . On the 02 May 2011 . I went for a blind date with my MK . It was the first time i did that kind of stupid date . Nervous uh . But i stay chill , steady ! Heeh ! Meet him at Bugis because we plan to sheshaaa . I actually got nothing much to say about this . This is just a memorable date too .

Last , 21 May 2011 . I went to Sentosa together with my dearest friends . Farhan , Dique , Farid , Sultan , Bhaby & Raudhah , Farid's friend and small world , she's my secondary schoolmate . It was another awesome day . Actually the plan is they wanted to swim and at night , we want to go drunk . But end up , they didn't swim . We play card games . Too many too mention . But each game , the one who lose will have to do punishment . We even play True and Dare . And they follow the R21 games on Iphone wherelse Bhaby was only 16 . Nyettt ! After 8pm , we start drinking . It's Vodka and we go insaneeeee ~

That's enough for today . Will blog again soon . Byeee !

Why Must All This Happen To Me ?

2011-03-23T11:18:00.004+08:00

Dear Blog ,

Last night, Fendi did call me at 7.37pm and the call lasted for 3 minutes long . Without me telling you also you will know that I will cry more than talk . Not only that, he lied a lot in the conversation saying that his handphone lost , for what he want to change into a new number and so on . Yeaaa , it's hurt but what am I suppose to do ? Move on ? That is the word that I've heard from many different people but that is also what I can't do . This is the hardest part when family can't help to solve this things too . Serious shit , I did miss him like HELL ! I am very sure of my feeling that he already have another girl in his contact . If not , why will he change his number without anyone contact him? Even his close friends don't have his number because he don't want any of them pass to unwanted people like me . He only gave his number to his household members . Never mind , I must believe that one day he will come and look for me again like yesterday . Yes , i must believe in it . I know that no other girl can hold on to his real attitude only me , the stupidest ever girl in the world .

Im Truly In Love With You,

Siti Hanifaa Abdullah

EYFAR ♥ FENDI

I Am So Sadd

2011-03-22T03:18:00.003+08:00

Dear Blog,

I am so sad right now . On the previous post I did say that I passed my day 1 not to contact Fendi . But actually , only 1 day i can . Not more than that . And now , he already change his number without even letting me know . He really want to avoid from contacting with me where else before break-up he told me that we can still be friends and still can contacting each other . But now ??? What is this ? I really can't live without him . I swear ! Every second I'll remember about him . Hais . Now , I've no idea how to contact him back . I mean , Yeahhh ~ no way to trace his new number . I really need it badly . I really miss him like hell . Why must this happen to me when we are about to 5 years in a relationship ? Why not when we are only 5 days old ? You know , life is sometimes unfair . When the person we love the most will leave us one day . Why must that happen ? Do you know how hurt your feeling is when the person whom you love most leave you ? Yes , thats what i feel right now . I really don't know how this will lead my life . I already cry when I flash everything back . The hard times , sour and sweet memories we go through together no matter how thick and thin it is . Can't you feel what I feel ? Do you think of me all the time like how I did ? I don't think so you did . Hais . Baby , I'm here waiting for your calls or messages . And always be waiting until my life ends . I put high hopes on it so please , don't disappoint me . I will always love you no matter what . You will always be in my heart .

Your Sweetest Ex-girlfriend

Siti Hanifaa Abdullah

EYFAR ♥ FENDI

SunnyDay (:

2011-03-20T02:18:00.002+08:00

Hello Sean ! You Mr Kingston !

Nyehheh ! Oke LAME ~

Actually I have nothing better to do right now . I want to make myself busy so i wont think about my problems that much . Anyway, just now i went out with Bhaby, Silla , Nad & Fika .

Really enjoy myself today & also ! Yes , my day 1 not to contact Fendi passed (:

But i still thinking about him you know ?

Hidden Feelings

Kau tak rase bersalah ke yang kau skrg actually tu ade ramai kawan pasal aku ? Kau tak rase guilty ke yang dorg klua tak ajak aku padahal aku la yang kenal kan dorg pade kau . I mean , yeahhhh ! They have their right . But you yourself ? Don't you have that feelings ? If I'm in your shoe , I won't did this . Serious ! Caz I'll think back . Selalu aku klua ngn dorg ade kau . Ni kaly klua takde kau pulak . Ape nak pikir pasal aku kan ? Sekarang orang semua pikir kan kesenangan . Kau tahu tak aku rindu kawan kawan aku ? haissss :'((

Out With Friends ♥

2011-03-18T20:31:00.015+08:00

My Precious Girlssss

This is my QD MelaiRens

This is Sillah's Birthday (:

The People Who Light My Day (:

Back Blogging :)

2011-03-18T20:09:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Im having my holidays right now .

1 month solid ! nyehheh ! & for sure i wont be doing anything on this holidays .

Oke crapps !

I've done re-beautify my skins and change the musixmusix to the better ones ;)

Ehemmmm ~

I really miss my friends . We been tearing far apart jux bcox of Nyna . Im not trying to say that Nyna snatched them away from me . But Yeaahhh ~
I fought with iman caz of Nyna .
Since Farhan contact with Nyna , We've been drifting far apart .
And cox I say 'yela , nyna tak gy , korg sume tak gy' I fought with Naim .

Haisssss !

Nexttttttt ~

Im missing Effendi right now . He's family changed to a terrible one which don't let us to be together .

I thing im in sucha dream caz i dhun even believe there is still such families living in this beautiful world .

It's oke , I've also tell my mom about it . But serious , Fendi changed alot after the break - up incident ! :(

Ouhhh godddd ! I love him . Pleaseeeeeee ! I want him back :'(

Oke Byeeee !

2010-08-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY

06 AUGUST 2010

Went to skewl as per normal . Dilla and Lyna was late . Dhen while waiting fer dhem , i went to MacDonald to buy myself a Big Breakfast Meal . Afetr buying my breakfast , received a text message from Dilla saying dhat their train was so damn full and ask me to take another train . So I took the train dhat is coming . Suppose to meet dhem at bedok and continue my journey to Simei but i didn't . I went Simei straight bcox i wanna hef my meal ferst (: Dhen when i'm at Tanah Mera Station , received a voice call from Naim ask where am i and stuffs all . He say he gonna took a cab to simei . hehheh ! When i reached simei liao , naim text and say dhat he never come as he laxy to walk to skewl and i was like , Oke dhen ! hehheh ! Den i start having my meal happily and was stunned when i saw Lyna and Dilla was walking towards me . Bcox at dhat point of tyme , i was dreaming . So paiseyh leiyh ! Oke , next ! Went to class and did nutynq . Next hef to proceed to Indoor Sports Hall fer National Day Celebration . It was one of the lamest celebrations ever . The celebrations is to watch Floorball Competition between Schools in ITE Simei . And the Champion is School Of Business ! Yeey ! End school at 11.30 , went to simei fer lunch with my wonderful ladies as well as buying stuffs fer Babybhoy room . Dhenn meet baby ! YEAA ! I LOVE YOU BABY !

07 AUGUST 2010

SATURDAY

Wake up at 9am today ! Early ? Yes i noe ! heehs ! Dhen disturb baby while he was sleeping . Notty uh me . Dhen on lappy , check my fb and stuffs . Off lappy and rest on my bed . At 12.50 , wake baby upp as we going out later on . Otp with baby awhile and dhen went to have my shower . After bathe , doll myself up and here we goo ~ Reached City Hall , meet Silla . Dhen Baby and hys nephew arrive . We walk to peninsula . Bought our couple tees and also pants fer both of us . Next , went to Funan Digital Mall to have our KFC bitees . Dhen walk to Cathay Complex around Plaza Singapura . Far right ? From Funan to Plaza Singapura , i noe ! Dhen watch SALT ! me and baby Sit at the last row wherelse Silla and Husain sit at the very ferst row . heheh ! The show starts at 8pm and end nearly 10pm . It was damn awesome beybeyh ! oke oke ! Stop hereee ! I LOVE YOUU BABY ! MWUARHS !

CWEET YOUH !

2010-08-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

Heyloo ! Jux came back from meeting my babylovee ~

Reached hys house arnd 11am cox i end skewl so early .

We alr plan to wet out so yeaa , we did went oud just naw .

Reached hys home , salam hys parents , uncles and sister .

Went in bed and there the xoxo stuffs begin ! heeh !

Dhen at 2 we both went to had our bathe .

Dhen out we go jalan jalan ! So sweet kan deary ?

I tawu nanty you read dhats whye i post step sweet !

heheheh ! taq la dear , mami fake aje !

Hmmm , da taq tawu ape naq update .

Shall end here !

Buhhbye ~

My Love (:

2010-08-03T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hello Peeeples !

Didn't blog fer a few days . Lazy to blog and also dhunno wanna blog aboud whad . heehs ! Oke Oke ! Sunday i didn't go to any where . Home all day long and yeyy ! I've done cleaning up my Cupboard . Throw all unwanted clothes cox i dhun wanna see peeple wearing my stufss ! I noe im kiaasuu ! Oke Oke ! Next ? Hmmm , monday . Early in tha mawnynq went to bf's cribs . Spent tyme wit hym since didn't meet hym on weekends . Do our xoxo stuffs and all and dhen i get myself ready to skewl . Come fer 1-5pm lesson only . Cool ryte ? Dhats whye i gort tyme to spent wit my dearest hubby ! heehs ! He did comb my hair fer skewl . Ain't he sweet ? yess , i noe he is (: Cab to skewl , fetched Nyna at tanah merah mrt and dere we reached skewl . Today ? Went to skewl . Lesson start at 9 and ends at 2pm . Meet dearest again ! Yehuu ~ Daddy fetch me at Tanah Merah MRT ! and dhennn the story continues ~ Y'all dhunnid thu noe aites ! Tatas !

LOVE ! LOVE !

2010-07-31T18:25:00.004+08:00

HELLO ! HELLO !

Jux came back from SENTOSA ! Went oud with classmates . Overall enjoy myself down dere .

Currently blogging and also chatting wit Is . He wanna meet me . Haiyoo !

I wanna meet my BABY please ! :)

A week straight we meet . heehs !

Last Sunday , we went out to had our lunch together wherelse it was hys 2months anniversary with hys girlf (at that point of time) .

Their anniversary is already like mine . Then we had plan aft dhat !

At night , baby break up wit hys girlf infront of me .

And at dhat point of tyme , he was hugging me !

Imagine how sweet is it ((:

On thursday , i read a received message in my facebook inbox . It's from unknown person bcox he/she alr deactive hys/hers acc after sending me that particular message .

Sender Name :

RINZUAN LINDA

Message :
Hi iffa kau ni dah ada hati nak ada steady...Jgn jadi world lah kat dalam fb kau ingat kau punya jantan nak kawin dgn kau dia nak buat main aje.... ada ke duit diA nak kasi kau duit hantaran..THINK BRFORE U REGRATE BRFORE MARRIGE

That person mebbe didnt go to skewl dhats whye dhunno haw to spell . heehs !

oke , chioaw !

Started To Blog Again ~

2010-07-28T13:23:00.009+08:00

HELLO BLOGGEYH !

Been Missing In Action Fer Quite Some Times .
Started To Blog Again Today ! Yehuuu !
And Oooh , I LOVE MY Daddy Effendi So Muchh !

09 APRIL 2006 Is Still Alive And Will Continue Till Eternity (:

EVERLASTING LOVE OF US DEARY !

Theres No Other Way Fer Her To Get You Cox I've Oredy Kidnapped Youu !
And Whad ?! I Snatched You Away From Her ?

I Guess Not Cox You're The One Who Came And Crawl To Me .

Right Baby ? Hacked Care Her Laa Cox She's Still Young , Childish Is All I cann Say ;)

MY BIRTHDAY
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My Birthday falls on Saturday , 24 July .
I have a bbq pit on Friday night and at 12am , its my EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY !
Cool huh ? heheh !
Meet baby at Tanah Merah Mrt After Skewl . Trained back with hym . He wait fer me thu hef my shower and also fer me to doll up myself . Dhen mummeyh fren reached by . Baby help out to carry stuffs fer my pit and there we off from house . Went ECP and meet Raj and Shahrin there . There goes my bbq start . After all my friends all came and celebrate my birthday by then . Then had a small fyte w baby . Tot the reason we fyte is becox 2 of my bestguyfrens kish me infront of hym . But NOT ! It's becox I have the intention to drink on my EIGHTEENTH birthday . Then raj tell me and i text baby ! heheh ! Sweet kann ? dekat dekat pon nak text . Dhen i ask hym to follow me to Macd's toilet and walk walk down there . Here all goes smoothly . After toilet break , i wanted to get myself a lightBAND . But the pushcart down there close alr . Then we saw PRIZE STATION shop . Went in and ask hym to get teddy bear fer me as fer my birthday . He tried $4 and still can't win . Meeb not our luck . Then he ask me to get in to the Newprint place and take pictures . I was so happy siia ! And dhen in there , he kiss me and hug me tightly . While doing that , he whispered in my ears saying ' Happy Birthday and I LOVE YOU Baby ! ' and noticed a smile on hys face ! Awwww ! I LOIKE !

IM DONE BLOGGING ~

2010-05-10T02:32:00.007+08:00

WEIIY (:

Im bored here so let me do th blogging oke ?

Dhat pichas above is MY BEBBY ! Oke ? MY BABYLOVEE :D lols .

hahhah ! He's sucha sweeet lovee (:

Always let out sweet werds just thu make me fall . OUHNO !

Lyke whad peeple say Sweetalk MF ?! nyahhaha !

Oke oke . Naw he's playing hide and seek w Military Police / Police / Provost .

He lyke beinq in dhis way . No one can change hys decision .

It's just a waste of tyme trying to comfort and make hym change hys mind . GRRR ~

oke oke !

Last nyte is sleep really early laa weiiy ! by 9 lyke dhat .

Dhen i wake up , gt alot of misscalls and messages . BRRR ~

Ayim call me at 2+ am and dhats when i wake up and realise all those pop-up at my phone .

Dhen after talk thu Ayim , I straight call my BABYLOVEE :D

He ans sweetly by nort sayinq hello .

He said ' bby , iloveyousomuch , muacks !'

Isn't dhat sweet i noe !

hahhah ! Dhen so on he's werd came out .

Tears rolls down my cheeks when he explain things to me .

OMGawd b !

He said ' bby , i hope you will wait fer me . '

Adoii ! Oke shud nort elaborate more !

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My lyfe been great nawadays . Since BEBBY strike in my lyfe and since BEBBY light my day , it is th biggest changes in my lyfe (: Skewl is so sucks cox hefta wake up early and hetfa attend some shyt lessons ! These days , i've been sleeping in class lyke nobodys business . Even classmate , chinese boy say ' wahh , c eu sleep like so shiok . teacher dhun even dare to wake eu up . jealous leii . ' hahhah ! Crazy eu ! oke oke ! bye ~

DEAD BLOGG ~

2010-05-02T18:05:00.005+08:00

My Blog Is DEAD !
Im here thu help make it alive by 5% oke ?

Oke ! Oke ! I wanna post aboud dhis guy above !
Oke , Dhis guy name is Emran , age 17 & nort skewlynq cox he beat teacher up in sch & also nort werkynq (: He stay in west area . I noe hym lonq lonq ago but yest dhen hef a chance thu make a conversation w hym . He's such a busy boii . Boii ? Styll younq mahh ~ He is usually bz w STOOPID stuffs ! Surf UNNEEDED sites . LOLS . Enuff ?
Th Information Is fake ! OF COURSE !! HAHAH !
I dhun care ! Styll wanna update my blog aboud hym !
Yesterday had my ferst conversation w hym ! A very lonq hour one ! From 12 - 5 am !
Long hah ?! hahaha ! i noe (:
We both were bored at dhat tyme dhen I ask hym to play game w me . He agreed .
So yeaa ~ We played numbers of games . From bowling , thu bumper stars & lastly , UNO !
UNO is th best game thu play . He said maen ny game boleyh datanq qan FANATIC nye ! Fierce qan adeq ny ! heehe ! Tawuu . He even wanna biqen dhat player . Ask me where is th batanq all ! Kecohh Gyler !

OKE OKE !
He's Nice . He's Cute . He's Caring . He's Frenly .
Whad's more ?
Dhunnoe Yet Oke ?
BYE !

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL !

2010-04-13T22:36:00.011+08:00

Welll , 2nd day of school is better dhen th ferst day . Wake up arnd 6.15am . Oud from house 7.35am . Meet Syura & Atiqa arnd 8.40am . Train-ed al th way thu Simei . Walk thu schoool . Meet Fammy & GF at POSB . We cabot our ferst lesson . CNB/POLICE Talk . Second lesson late fer class . Dhen from dere , i try my best to bond myself w th malay girls in my class . My class only hef 5 malay girls . Burt 1 , Silla , only mix w her chinese frenn . So i bond myself thu th 3 ghirls ((: . Go CCA Drive tgt , breaq tgt . My cliques ft GF cliques . ((: I loike cox gort fren oredy . No niid scared ((: Dhen aft breaq went thu lecture room . SLACK SIIOT ! Dhen i bored , i ask my fren thu pose and Click goes th camera sound .

My Malay Girl , From L to R

Khyla , Dilla (Beyonce) , Lynaa

Dhis Bhoy Is So Shy Thu Take Pics W Th Ghirls !
Dique Here !
See , Haw cute he is . Like Justin Beiber malay version oiit !
&
Below is pichas of dhem ((:

CANDID !

FERST DAY OF SCHOOL !

2010-04-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

Oke . Oke . Oke

I was so Kan-Chionq on the ferst day ! Wake up at 5.15am in th mawnynq . by 6.30 im oredy ready . Need thu wait ger anuther 1hour to make a move from house . So 7.30 oud from house & suppose thu meet Shuhada at 8 @ City Hall MRT . I came early & Shuhada came late . (obviously eyfar) After meet Shuhada , took train thu Simei dhen walk thu school (: Meet Lily at oudsyte CVC . Dhen proceed thu oudsyte auditorium . Meet IfaaKetot GF awhyle dhen she hef thu go up . BlaBlaBla . Went thu class. Started thu tok thu dhis 1 guy name Dique . Frenly tawu dea ! Rapat w hym siia fr th day . Dhen ask an thu wait oudsyte my class fer lunch tgt . Since dhen , cabot tyll 3 pm . at 3 dhen went thu class cox CA lesson . Whyle cabot , I mix wiif alot of peeple siia ! Follow th boys smoke 2 tyme . W GF 1 tyme . Adoii ! When cabot we slack @ Library & watched movie . Mr. Bean Holiday ! Kekkek siia dhat show ! K la . got nutynq else thu say !

Evolusi: KL Drift 2 !

2010-04-03T02:33:00.006+08:00

KL DRIFT 2 !
Monday , 29 March 2010

Went thu Tampines w Bhaby to catch dhis movie w my bestiiey (NaimPanda) & hys GF (Huda) . Me & Bhaby plan thu get oud of home @ 3 bcox movie starts at 4.50 . But Last min all haywire . Bhaby kinda paitaw me . She sleep , dhen heavy rain . I was lyke so mad at dhat tyme ! Lyke no mood oredy burt oredy plan w bestiey . Dhen Bhaby called me & ask whr am I cox she accidentally go andand sleep . Dhen ask her go siiap ! We'll go oud once th rain has stop a bit . Dhen Bhaby done w siapz rain stops too . Me & Bhaby walk to Tiong Bahru Mrt ! But was already late . Naiim keep callynq me . He bought me ticket dhen scared I paitaw . Ask hym thu buy 2 tickets burt he only bought fer me cox she tot Bhaby paitaw me ! Dahh stress scared if seats were taken . Luckily Nort ! From Tampines Mrt , Me & Bhaby runn to cinema ! Hahhah ! Lyke mad doq siiot ! After watched th movie , proceed thu Macd ((: Had Big Mac ! Dhen Iman & GF ( Idah ) came . Waited fer Bobby thu come too . While waitynq fer Bobby , we go thu Nasi Ayam's $1.80 shopp . Slack dere awhile . Dhen lepaq at voiddeck opposite Tampines Library . 8.30 pm lyke dhat , me & Bhaby had our move .

NAIM WATCHED KL DRIFT 2 & CRIED 3 TIMES !
IMAGINE IT HOW GOOD THE MOVIE WAS ?!

ZOO !

2010-04-03T00:59:00.014+08:00

PeePleee !

Dhis Post Is Fer Saturday , 27 March 2010

Went thu ZOO w beloved sister !

Kak Jijie , Lynnn , Kak Ayu , Kamal , Rendy & Iki ! ((:

Had Lot'sa funn down dere !

Burt tired uhhh .

Below is part of th whole album fer ZOO !

Hef soo manyy of pichas burt lazy thu upload here !

So dhis few is enuff oye ?!

Let's Th Pichas Dhu The Tokynq ((:

2010-03-25T01:24:00.004+08:00

¡ ǝldǝǝd ollǝɥ

Naw , im so addicted thu th above peeple !
My frenn , My family
I noe dhem all since i was 13 and naw im turnynq 18
Haw fast tyme fast & we become more closer & closer !
Th more closest is my luvly sis , ROZIANA ROSLI (:
Love her dhat much tyll i cut th same hair as her .
Untyl i cried at th saloon & peeple outsyde all seeinq me )):
All dhis because I LOVE YOUH !
&& am sure all of youh noticed dhat all th ladies at above pichas have a short hair ((:
Oke ! Oke ! Naw im gonna update again (:

Tuesday - 23 March 2010
Wake up at 7 am . Had my shower done & bump myself to sofa to watch Hindustan .
Titled My Name Is Khan .
A sad story & its about muslim , islam .
Haven't watch it ? Go and watch it naw !!
Oke . Oke . LAME !
After watch it , doll myself up & oud to TPY . Went dere silently without lettynq dhem noe dhat im oud of my house . Im sure dey are sleepynq , I came dere & just knock th door . Lynn open th door , she tot Police . Khekhes :P Enter th house , chit chat w Lynn while Iki & Kak Jiji was sleepynq in th bedroom . Lynn keep on teasynq me w Akid . Blush siia me !
Kay Kay !
Lynn started thu play my lappy and i watch tv & at th same tyme Iki & Kak Jiji oredy wake up .
BlahBlahBlah .
Time oredy showa it was 1.37 & im damn hungry . Dey oso whan me thu buy fer dhem food . I go and buy laa . G o oud frm house saw Kak Adeq , Akid's youngest sister . I smile at her she say " lame tarq nampaq . Tarq jumpe akid ? Ehhh , dahh potonq rambot eyh ?" And i just giggle cox i dono whad thu ans ! After buyinq th food went bacq thu their hoouse . Had my meal and we start thu karaoke ! Never missed thu hef karaoke session once i came dere . Sing Sing Sing untyl 6+ pm and Sammi oso reached oredy . Gort hal at dere . Why & Who , dhun nnid to noe .
Kecoh ! Wilson , chinese man aged 34 but looks like 24 kenal kenal w me ((: Akid's cousin oso kenal kenal w me burt she's a female & we did exchange numb . Bhahahah ! B4 th fyte end , i oredy go home . Dey all very late siia ! Tok much , th innocent syde brinq weapons alonq ! FIERCE RYTE ? I NOE !
Kay laa . Bye !

UPDATED !

2010-03-25T00:22:00.004+08:00

HELLO !

Nawadays , I've been lepaqynqs tyll late nyte . Otp tyll early mawnynq too w loveds peeple . Reezal & Aidil . Naim && Unexpected callers .

Friday - 19 March 2010
Ifaa Ketot GF came thu meet me . Lepaq awhile .
We eat , drink , talk , laugh !
So th miss her youh noe ! heehs !
Gort take pics burt nort w me . It's w her .

Saturday - 20 March 2010
Wake up early in th mawnynq . Went thu Sayanqz house ! Happy dokk ! He blanja me eat !
Yeyhooo !
Eat MacD , by delivery is enuff . While waitynq fer th delivery man to send our food ,
sayanqz went thu mama shopp thu buy COKE & thu meet hys brudder named HAFIZ .
Th last tyme i met hym was last year maybe ? OkayOkay , i went thu mama shop too to buy sweets fer Eyan . While goinq thu mama shop , walk past dhm and Hafiz ask me dhis :
Hafiz : Faa , qaw maqan ape uh ?
Me : UH ??? ( Tot boud th MacD )
Hafiz : Qaw maqan ape sampai badan qaw naeq gyni ?
Me : (Burst into laughter and go away from dhem . Paiseyh oredy ! )
Okayokay ! Went up home and eat , eat , eat ! Dhen lepaq w Sayanqz insyde bed .
Mum call , i was so panic .
Cox , Last wk wen i was sleepynq w Sayanqz in th bed and th door was locked , mum did call hys house . Dhen heard th sound of doors unlocked . Scold me tot i did sumtynq w boify . But I did it actually . Hehs ! Okayy . Shh !
Faster ask Sayanqz to unlocked th door and open it . Hear th loud tv noise dhen .
Conversation w mum on th phone :
Mum : Knape lambat anqkat telpon ?
Me : Taq denga kann . Kann silent .
Mum : Qaw pekak ?
Me : Ape jeq !
Mum : Sape suro qaw pegy sane dulu ?
Me : Maq tady qasy pegy suro malam baleq , oranq klua laa .
Mum : Maq Fendi sihat ? Tenga buwad ape dea ?
Me : Macam gytu jugaq laa maq . Nga tengoq tv (:
Mum : Sane hujan ?
Me : Ak ahh !
Mum : K laa . Nary qaw tydo sane laa k ?
Me : OKAYY ((:
-- ToooooooooooT --
Yessa ! Sleep here seiiy b ! Dhen i and Sayanqz wen thu sleep and wake up arnd 7+ by meerasa's message . Dhen budaq budaq HALO HALO w my sayanqz fer takraw .
Follow sayanqz thu th takraw court . Watch hym dhen muslih , FUYYYYH !
Th takraw ball hit my --T-- siiot ! Pain !

Sunday - 21 March 2010
Wake up arnd 1.50 pm . Bth me & Sayanqz ! Wake up dhen eat . Talk talk w sayanqz dhen HALO HALO w ginagina ! Ask dhem play PAIRCALL ! I loose $2 siia ! Haiyoo ~
Dhen I go home & eat chicken rice w bhaby ((:

WEBBY w GF !

2010-03-12T23:47:00.013+08:00

HELLO !

Im gonna post aboud th webcam session w IFAAKETOT GF !

Miss her lyke siowly siia !

More dhen a week we didn't meet up ! Last was on th 03 - 03 - 10 !

Lamerh qann ? )):

Well , whyle webby , we decided thu snap th pics ! I noe my face UGLY !

So comments not needed ~ heehs !

Let th pichas tok !

Buhhbyee~

MY SHORT HAIR !

2010-03-09T20:02:00.004+08:00

DHIS POST IS ONLY PICTURES !
MY SHORT HAIR !
LAUGH OUT LOUD OKAY !

TIME THU OUD ~

2010-03-08T22:30:00.004+08:00

Hey ! Hello readers !

If dere isn't any readers , I will still post cos I hate people ask y neva update and stuffs all .

I will dhen post aboud my weekends & of course Today ((:

SATURDAY - 06 March 2010

Saturday was absolutely funn . Went out from house arnd 1+ and reached bugis 2+ . Alif (ex-classmates) and Syafiq fetch me at Bugis Station . Dhen we proceed to loronq fer Shii-Shaa ! ( Th place is lyke loronq & am nort sepposed thu show my stupidness ! ) Shii - Shaa w Zufar , Alif & Syafiq . Ferst ferst , I was th only one dhat did nort sip th shii-shaa ! As minutes by minutes passed by , I feel lyke Shii - Shaa -ing . Dhen i tried ! Fuuuuuuyohhh ! BESTTT ! ((: && Im addicted thu it ! heehs :b After Shii - Shaa , we went thu Sim Lim thu look fer mp3 at arnd 4.30pm . While on th way thu Sim Lim , I saw my lovable sista family ! Wow ! Coincidence (: Dhen told dhem dhat i join-ed dhem later cox im goinq thu Sim Lim . Dhen at Sim Lim Daffy came . Dhen proceed thu find mp3 . Me & Alif get 1 each fer oursef . Dhen next look fer my earpice dhen we are done at SIM LIM ((: After Sim Lim , we went bacq thu Bugis Street and thu Bugis Junction . Crazy lyke hell findinq CHEERS . Wanna noe y ? Daffy wanna buy 2 bottles of water fer $2 ! Hahhah ! After buyinq th drinqs , we slack at bugis junction tryinq their new speaker . At dhat tyme only left me , Daffy & Zufar . Dhen Zufar ask Daffy thu open TWL sonq by th speaker ! OMG ! Me and daffy da go far far ! hahhah ! Dhen we went to oudsyte National Library . Lepaq dere dhen th 2 crazy man sinq lyke nobody business ! Record laa . Ape laa ! Dhen arnd 8.30pm we off from National Library . Daffy & Zufar went home . I went to BHG at Bugis Junction thu meet lovable sis & family . Bought rendy clothes from Baby Fox (: Dhen next chill at infront Bugis Junction . Dhen 1 by 1 all go home . Left me , Kak jiji , Abnq b , Lynn & Iki . We went thu Burger Kinq thu eat . While eatynq , bhaby enter and tegoh ! eyhhh , terserempak dahh ! hahhah ! I ask her wether she want thu go home w me took cab . Dhen she go jalan jalan w her frens . After fynysh eatynq , I saw Mareeni dere ! Whad a small werld ! Okay okay ! Whad i bought dere ? I bought 3 Alibaba pants which is cost $25 each . 1 watch fer $10 . Earpiece fer $22.90 and mp3 fer $45 . Whad a tired day ?! Reached home nearly 11.20pm ((:

Sunday - 07 March 2010

Wake up early in th mawnynq ! had my bathe and went thu salon thu cut my hair damn short ! Really i say ! Damn short ! I cut CONCAVE ! hahhah ! okay okay ! Here's th intrestinq part . I criend in th salon ! WTH ?! Reasons ? Ferstly I sayanq my lonq hair dhen secondly she go and cut it damn short ! hahhah ! Naq face look same as im K2 ! No lying After scanninq my picture dhen i'll upload here !

Monday - 08 March 2010

Went thu toa payoh thu lovable sista cribs ! Reached fer 45mins dhen out thu mama werqplace ((: She say my new hairstyle suits me well ! Muke maqen bulat ! Heehee ! And she say im her daughter too ((: Youngest in her family ! Yey ! Angah pulaq caqap my face really look lyke kak jiji ! Adeq Bradeq mahh ! ((: Today i manje manje w Lynn ! Miss spendynq tyme w her ! naw is th tyme ! She doll me up ! Evrytynq uhh ! And When I in cab thu bacq home , she give me kiss ! yey ! I LOVE YOU ALL !

NAW I MISS IFAAKETOT ! B , MEET UP SOON ((:

VERY VERY VERY LONQ POST !

2010-03-05T23:27:00.005+08:00

High - Low !

Agree dhat i lonq enuff didnt update y blog !

Lazy uhh ! heehees !

Many thu update !

Will Update In Short Form or so called Point Form .

Saturday - 20 February 2010
- Went to Wisma to send my lappy fer operation !
- Dhen from Wisma train-ed to City Hall dhen proceed to Peninsula .
- Bhaby bought bag from dere .
- && Nort to ferget , get a chance to meet ISKANDAR aka ISTOTEK !

Sunday - 21 February 2010
- Went shoppynq w GF IfaaKetot !
- Many shopynq all over Somerset .
- Somerset 313 , CentrePoint , Plaza Singapura
- NET , Cotton On , Mango
- Long sleeve and skirt same as GF ! ((:

Monday - 22 February 2010
- Didnt go anywhere . All th way at my area .
- Received un-expected miss call from unknown numba .
- Call bacq and Its AKID ! ((:

Tuesday - 23 February 2010
- Went to Toa Payoh !
- Chill at Kak Jiji house dhen brinq akid's nephew and Kak Jiji's son play at playground ((:
- Akid kp calling to go in hys house .
- Dhen from 5pm - 8pm lepaq and chill w Akid in hys bedroom ((:

Wednesday - 24 February 2010
- Sayanqz came to my house early in th mawnynq mum ask to do so !
- Dhen went breakfast w Sayanqz dhen proceed to hys home .

Thursday - 25 February 2010
- Went to Bukit Merah Central to meet RIZZAL !
- Waited fer hym outsyde NTUC .
- Next , went to library .
- Go eat dhen lepaq arnd my area .

Friday - 26 February 2010
- Went to Detention Barrack to visit my third bro .
- After dhat went to CCK LOT 1 to eat and shopp ((:
- Bought myself top and skirt from Cotton On .
- GF IfaaKetot and boify came to my area to lepaq awhile ((:

Saturday - 27 February 2010
- Went to Wisma to collect my lappy ((:
- Dhen to taka to eat .
- Went dere w Bobby , Naim , Saim , Afid & Ammar .
- Dhen to Cineleisure fer pool .
- Walk arnd Orchard to Somerset ((:

Sunday - 28 February 2010
- Didnt go anywhere !
- Lepaq my area w cuzziey ((:

Monday - 01 March 2010
- Went to CPC ( Changi Prison Complex ) to visit 2 bro & uncle .
- Saw Eileen dere .
- GF IfaaKetot & boify came near my area fer lepaq ((:

Thursday - 04 March 2010
- Went to ITE SIMEI fer registration .
- Went dere w Sayanqz & Khaiie .

Friday - 05 March 2010
- Went to Sayanqz cribs ((:
- Watch Sayanqz play-ed Takraw ((:

WELCOME NEW BORN BABY !

2010-02-19T00:01:00.003+08:00

WELCOME NEW BORN BABY ((:

18 Febuary 2010 @1414hours

Muhammad Rendy Qusayirie ((:

To tell th truth , dhis is my ferst tyme carrying a new born baby !
Happiest day ever ((:

UPDATED !

2010-02-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

Holaa ! Im Going to be Posted to ITE East and attached to Accounting . Yessa ((:

Same Course & Same School Wiif LILY ((:

Hope Same Class Styll .

Although We Are Not In The Same Class , We Alrady Say Dhat We Will STyll Communicate .

Not Lyke Pretending She Dhunnoe Me ((:

DUSTY BLOGGEYH !

2010-02-18T23:49:00.004+08:00

Sorry For The Long Tyme Missinq ! Im Styll Here , Only Dhat I Am So Lazy To Blog !
geegee !

Okay Okay ! Bacq Thu Few Days Story , Valentines Maybe ?
I had a sleepover at Fendi's crib cox mumeyh went fishing and ask me to sleep dere .
He bought me a dress from Cotton On !
Yessa ((:
Dhen I Also Received A Silver bracelet , 925 with heart and my name engrave on it by someone !

Tuesday IfaaKetot GF came ! Lepaq wiif her . My lappy buwad hal so dhen ferget it .

HAPPY ONE MONTHSARY BABYLOVEE ((:

2010-01-25T02:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTHSARY BABYLOVEE ((:

LATE POSTINQ !

2010-01-25T01:44:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY

Woke up at 7am dhen sleep . Every hour I wake up . Tot of callynq babylovee at 8am . But had a fyte on th nyte so i dowanna make a ferst move . Waited her hys mcg while waitynq , i bacq thu sleep . Dhen received mcg from hym at 10.46am sayinq he didn't go thu school . I was mad at dhat tyme . Dhis was hys 2nd tyme fyte and didn't went to school . Hys only reason is because he is so sadd and hef no mood ! im si sadd dhat i make hym sadd wherelse he always tryinq hys best to make me happy . Dhen i okay oredy w hym . Ask fer appology and ask hym to go thu school . And so he did went . He end at 4 on friday . While lying down at bed , IFAAKETOT , my gf call . told me dhat she at Tiong Bahru Plaza . I was so shocked cox i haven't bathe yet . She ask me to bathe cox she will be cumynq to my area coffee shop . I took a bathe while she and boify went to eat . Dhen set myself up and went down . Meet gf . Slack at coffee shop . Text w babylovee once he end hys lesson . Tot he will be bacq home straight but nort ! He went prawynq wiif hys frenn . He told me he would be home by 9 or at most is 10 . So after meet gf , went home and sleep . Cox im so bored ! I woke up arnd 9.43pm . text babylovee and he told me he's nort home yet , Maybe reached home by 12 ! WTH ?! I was so mad and ask hym to be home by 10.28pm . Pity hym , he left hys frens behind and went bacq home jux fer me . Sorry dear ): sadd to say , he can't reached home by th tyme i gave hym . He try thu call me at 9.28pm but hys batt flat . Dhen he reached home boud 10.40 . he charged hys fone and call me to say he's bacq home ((: Dhen skype tyll 4+ am .

SATURDAY

Woke up at arnd 8.30am . It cause by a painful pain from kidney area . Can't take it anymore . Cry is my only hope at dhat moment , justthu wake my family up and ask for help from dhem . Mum is my only ans . So werried fer me . And im werried fer her too . Cox she'll be goinq fyshynq and i made her werry boud me . After my pain recover a lil bit , I text-ed babylovee . Told her i sick and in pain . He is so werry boud me . Thanks syg ! Dhen mum let me sleep at aunty house . So at least got accompany when im in pain . Oud from house arnd 4.32pm . Cab-ed to bedok . Chill dere . And so i sleep . Text w babylovee and he send me dhis sweet mcg ! Thanks Dear !

SUNDAY

Woke up at 11.45am . Text-ed w babylovee whyle rolling down on bed . After dhat , took a bathe at 2.25pm . Ouf from aunt house at 3.40pm . But dhen slack at 171 fer ab0ud 1hr 30 mins . Jux thu wait fer bhaby to get bathe and get ready to go library . When baby gave me th signal , I took cab and fetch-ed bhaby dhen proceed to library . At dere , dhen start th kecohness . I wanted thu make a membership but use my dad's name . After completed th digital application , proceed thu pay . Wanted thu make payment by NETS . But th stupid kiosk can't read my card . Dhen bhaby say cox my card hv insufficient amount . So we went to POSB and deposit $10 . Bacq thu library styll cannot . Dhen go 7-11 thu buy cashcarfd and top-up ! end up i spent arnd $30 just lyke dhat . Borrow 3 books . All is malay novel . Dhen proceed thu FairPrice and bought chocolate ! Yummeyh ! I Loike It !

NEW PRINT ! HAWT PICHAS ((:

2010-01-21T14:10:00.009+08:00

Hello Peeple !
Hahhah !
Okay Okay ! Gort Nutynq To Post actually .
Been rot at home fer th past few days .
Brotha Brotha dahh sombonq paa !
sista taq ingat lagy !
hahhah !

Okayy ! Gonna Post Aboud My past .

Im Happy wiif my past .
My secondary lyfe !

kecyk kecyk daa maot !

Now daa rilek .
As I already cut my hair short , shall share my sec photo when hair short too .

Last tyme , my hobby w girlfriends is to take newprints .

Kinda waste of money but i LOIKE !

Keep it as memory ((:

Shall end my post here ! View the pictures and comment aites ((:

2010-01-19T10:10:00.003+08:00

HoLLa ! I got my new hair cut !

Yessa ! A VERY VERY VERY SHORT HAIR !

CRY when cutynq it )):

But Im th 1 hu wann it !

Dhat's it fer today !
Gg thuu library today .

And update again later aites .

2010-01-18T14:40:00.003+08:00

Got so much to update here && it's a RANDOM POST ((:

Since im waitynq fer higher nitec , I usually rot at home . Frens ask to lepaq . But it's damn far ! TAMPINES seiiy . Sometimes I Go && sometimes im not . I really cant recall on whad date i went out . So I will update a proper one after dhis post . My daily life is super duper boring nowadays . Start from mawnynq tyll nite . All day long && been repeatynq it every single day . Well , i will either wake up at 7 or 8 in tha mawnynq . Call babylove ((: while he is goinq thuu school . Dhen after half & hour of tokynq , Will hang up tha fone and bacq thuu sleep . Will wake up bacq at either 10+ - 11+ . Once wake up , will c my fone fer any mcg . Text wiif babylove ((: and some other mates . Will dhen proceed to on lappy fer no reasons . Will be starynq at the homescreen . dhen off tha lappy and went to bed . Will be textynq all tha way tyll babylove((: bacq home . Will skype and had my bathe in tha evenynq ! mummeyh is so angry but i styll ignore her . nyehheh ! Okay Okay ! Me & GF (Ifaaketot) maqen rapat . Always meet her . Kan bie ? hehheh ! Naim buy lappy oredy ! Iqa Shorty & me oalso rapat oredy , Always GOSSIPYNQ ! OMG ! Ape naq jady nii bie ? Heehee And An phone lost . Blackberry perh pasal nii laa dea . Hahhah ! Shall end it here and post again soon ((:

Byee :)

2010-01-18T14:31:00.003+08:00

Didnt post for so lonq .
Now cleanynq dhis dusty blog .
*sneeze*

It's been 19 days since I last blog . How dusty or lazy i am .

Well , tot of deleting dhis blog .

And not gonna blog again .

As days past , i tynq bacq and decided nort thuu delete it .

Maany ask me to UPDATE ! UPDATE !

Some say ' neva go school also lazy to uupdate .'

maany more (:

2009-12-30T00:28:00.004+08:00

TUESDAY

29 DECEMBER 2009

HAPPY 48th BIRTHDAY TO MUMMEYH !

ILY !

Suppose to wake up at 5.20am , wake bhaby up at 6.00am and oud from home at 6.30am .

Ask babylove to wake me up . He did call me at 5.20am but only 2 time . He didn't call me tyll i wake up . Shyt ! haha . I wake up at 6.19am . See my phone got 2 misscalls . 3 messages . 2 messages fromm babylove and another from Bhaby . Dhen i call babylove . He tenga tydo i kacaw . Talk a while . scolded hym . Dhen Bhaby call . I put it as conference . Dhen i hang up gth phone and went to bathe . Dhen oud from house . Didn't put on make up again ((: Took cab to Kranji CampII , SAF Court Martial Center . To hear th sentenced for my Third Bro . Sadd seiiy . He is trying his best to put smile on hys face but deep in hym , i noe he is so sad cox it's my moms birthday . He couldn't give anytynq except to hear th sentenced . I was so sadd too . He is th only brother dhat is so close to me . We went out together and stuffs . More memories when we are still kids . Dhats th sweetest one . I Cant bear when i see hym smile . My tears feels lyke falling but i try my best not to drop it . I even saw hym cry when he saw my mom . OMG ! Many more to update but maybe just keep it as a secret ((:

My Family Really BAD Luck This Year .

Second Bro kena caught 2days before hys birthday .

Third Bro kena caught 1day before hys birthday .

Third Bro sentenced On the day of my mom's Birthday .

2009-12-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

MONDAY
28 DECEMBER 2009

Wake up at 8.20am . Thanks to babylove for th call to make we awake .

Dhen i went to had my shower . Dry myself dhen put on clothes and off from house .

Ehhh , i didn't mentioned i put on my make up ? yess . I didn't ! I wanna have my natural beauty bacq like before . Make up is my temporary beauty (: I wake up early because I went to Changi Prison to Visit both my Second brother and my Uncle . Reached dere , had my breakfast ferst . Dhen proceed in to register fer my second Brother visit . Dhat tyme tele-visit . Now face-to-face visit ! besttt ! Hehheh ! But the visiting duration is so short . It's only 15mins . Dhen waited fer about 20mins and again went in to visit my Uncle . Wahhh ~ Sadd , he was so shocked when he saw me . He didn't expect dhat i'll be visitynq hym cox he tot i hate hym . Haiiyaa ~ So next tyme change . Whad for Yellow Ribbon Campaigne is oud if you didn't change . ILY Both Of You ~

2009-12-30T00:07:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY

27 DECEMBER 2009

Went to Adrian and Huda's birthday party .

Awesome Baybeyh ! hehe .

Didn't hef much to update . I went out from house 11+am and reached home arnd 6+ .

Dhen on tv to watch SINGAPORE IDOL GRAND FINALE and congratz to SEZAIRI SEZALI .

2009-12-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY

26 DECEMBER 2009

HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY TO
Muhammad Adrian Shah

Hope You Become A Good Boy .

Not Like Your AIther Siblings Aites .

Okay Okay . Tot of jux resting at home fer th day . But my brother tell me dhat he will be going to East Coast Park . BMV Gathering . Dhen I say need to pay ryte ? Dhen he say yaa . As he is a driver fer th day , He say i jux follow only . other's go summor bring GF but pay only 1 person . So me and Baby tag alonq . Bro fetch me around 6 at Void deck . Quite funn laaa . Came dere we eat . Dhen Slack awhile dhen go Jalan Jalan . After much of walking , i bought myself a new shade and also A colourful Band or A Glow-In-Th Dark Band ? Hahhah ! After dhat , me and bhaby proceed bacq to our PIT . Kids down dere all want . Dhen we go again to buy fer dhem . Hehheh ! Cute laa dorg ! After dhat , went bacq to PIT again and slack dere . Eat so much . Drink so much . hehheh ! Dhen gort one funny thing happen . Only me and bhaby noe it . Hehheh ! Kecoh eyq b .

2009-12-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY
25 DECEMBER 2009

It's Merry Christmas (!)

Tot of going oud wiif Lynn's Family . As hours pass by hours , decided to follow Bhaby's Family out to Labrador Park . Dey are my family too actually cox we are cousins (: Az alrady waited fer us at there . Reached only , we eat ferst ! Den tok tok tok ! Dhen received call . Tot it was from Lynn . But I was wrong . It's NamiGAGA ! wakakaka ! He say aboud att all . Saying dhat I att didn't tell hym . So here im gonna say Im Attached on 25 December . Happy ?

Rizzal ILY (:

Pictures is already uploaded at Facebook

2009-12-27T02:03:00.002+08:00

Weiiy ~
Im Bacq Again~

25th December ,

My late cat , Chomel had already left us fer 3 yers . He stayed with us for almost 11 years . When he died , we cry , dig a deep hole fer hym and put hym in it . We even pray for hym . Thanks to Iman and Fren ((:

26th December ,

Ferstly , HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY TO ADRIAN SHAH !

May All Your Wishes Wud Cum True ((:

Went to ECP fer BMV Gathering . Kecoh Dere . Bacq arnd 12+ am .

On lappy to chat wiff AHEM .

haha . Bye Bye !

YOUU BHOYY !

2009-12-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

Didnt post for so lonq .

Now cleanynq dhis dusty blog .

*sneeze*

Well , I got so many tynq so update due to maii busy-ness . Everyday out and bacq at nyte ((:
But i am so lazy to update ((:
Hehes .

Nowadays , everyday i sleep late nyte . infact very very late . Due thuu dhis boy make me addicted to chat tyll late nyte . However , he is so sweet . Ask me to sllep but im so stubborn cox im addicted thuu hym . It's all hys fault . Make me addicted to hym . hehe ((: Shud nort say more on dhis . Keep it a secret . Ryte boy ? hehe .

My friendship w Naim and Andy Paitaw become better andand better . But wiif Shuhadaa sayanq , become more far and lose . I dhunn wanna lose eu dear . I really miss youu ! Naq meet up soon please sayanq ! )): Naq meet up wiif alif , daffy , eu , naim and zul . Th 6 of us . Okayy ?

2009-12-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

My Ferst Tyme Holdynq A Phone Fer A Year !

Happy Ferst Berfdayy Thuu Babyy Experia !

I LOVE Youu Both Phone and Dad .

Cox Dad Bought Fer Me When I Pass My N Level With Flying Colors .

Later Mawnynq , Am Gonna Collect My PassPort .

Dhen To Habourbay To Collect My Ticket .

Dhen Will Be Meetynq Andy and Naim at Vivo ((:

Tomorrow , Am Oud Of Singapore .

Bye People (:

2009-12-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

I'VE SPENT DO MUCH THIS WEEK !
REALLY MUCHH !

Thursday went to buy clothing from J3 andand it's about $60 .
Friday , bought myself a GUESS wallet which cost me about $70 . Dhen Spend another $50 on other stuffs .
Saturday , Spend about $40 .
Sunday , spend around $40 cox i buy famous amous so manny siia + i went oud ! hahhah !
Monday , passport - $76 . Eat - $20 . Make upp - $70 . Clothes - $80 .

Total : $60 + $120 + $40 + $40 + $246 = $ ??????

Matyy siiol ! Noww im BROKE ! naq moneyy lagyq please ((:

2009-12-14T22:52:00.004+08:00

MONDAY

Well, dhis mawnynq wake uup at 6.45am .

As I ask mummeyh to wake me at dhis tyme , so she did wake me .

I wake uup early in th mawnynq to go andand visit second bro at pryson .

Straight thuu toilet to bathe . Dhen put on clothes andand make a simple make uup cox my make uup fynyshynq soon ):

Dhen waited fer mummeyh thuu siiap and dhen oud we go !

Well , walk to TBP MRT andand train-ed thuu Tanah Merah MRT .

From dere , took a cab cox we short of time .

Reached dere , mummeyh go andand register and i wait aside .

Wait fer our number thuu be called and dhen i register myself .

New visitor laa konon (:

Dhen went in and visit my bro .

We had a tele-visit .

It's lyke a webcam session .

I teased my bro saeynq ' D , tenga webcam eyq ? msn perh . wahahhah ! '

It's a 30minutes session . When ferst i saw hym insyde th teevee , I already feel lyke crynq .

Sedeh ooi !

Dhen Last , when countdown to our last minute , tears started thuu roll over . OH GOSH ~

My GoodBye is nort a sincere one . I still want dhat visit . Please !

Okayy Okayy !

Dhen taxied thuu Lavender , ICA .

Went thuu make passport .

Dhen after make passport , IM HOME (:

Reached home , on lappy and proceed thuu my Cafe Werld (:

After dhat , i went thuu sleep . wahaha ~

Later dhen , mummeyh wake me upp . I'm goinq town w cuzzy Mareeni .

Dhen when i mcq her , It's cancelled . Im So Fcuked Upp !

Make Up fynysh andand I need new one .

I still go withoud her .

Went to Ion . Bought my make up dere and dhen thuu Cotton On to buy clothings dere .

Dhen train-ed thuu Bishan , Juncti8n .

Had my pastamania dere cox my frenn werq dere (:

After dhat , HOME SWEET HOME !

Wahh , I spend more dhen $200 today . Passport andand stuff all my own money . Broke soon ;P

2009-12-13T02:53:00.004+08:00

A QUICK RECAP FER TH FEW DAYS .

Friday - Went to :
-313@Somerset
- To OG
- Far East
Did / Buy :
- Bought Guess Wallet
- Spend Arnd $100 .
- Go w cuzzy , Mareeni .
- Eat KFC

Saturday - Went to :
- Suntec City , Tower Two
- Clementi
Did / Buy :
- Watch Spongebob
- Spend Arnd $40
- Go w Shuhada , Shuhada's mom & sista , Naim and Faiz
- Eat McDonald
- Plan to go karaoke
- Last One is so th kekek ! wakaka ! naim kesiann !

Sunday - Went to :
- 313@Somerset
- CentrePoint
Did / Buy :
- Walk All Over 313
- Spend Arnd $30 .
- Go w Naim and Farhan
- Eat Long John Silver

2009-12-10T17:14:00.002+08:00

Heyya ((:

Today woke up at 11.12am because i received calls from CA .

Dhen took a bathe and went to school . Wiif both mummeyh and daddeyh !

Only enter th GO take tynqs and went off .

Dhen took th same to Clementi Central .

Had our lunch dere and start walking while looking at tynqs .

Dhen mummeyh bought her shirt and pants from th central .

While we are going to CityVibes , walk pass Bengawan solo .

So mummeyh decided to enter and ask me whad i want .

I buy alot siia . Cannot take it .

hehs ! Dhen to CtyVibes . Did bought new clothes from J3 .

Expensiv ooi . Dhen to Aries to buy my new hairband .

Mummeyh wanted to go toilet . So all proceed to level 2 .

Mummeyh went to toilet and so I and Daddeyh waited oudsyte .

After dhat , go to Shin Tokyo Sushi . Eat again . Hmmmm .

Yummmmeyh ~

hahas , and dhen back to home ((:

2009-12-10T16:48:00.002+08:00

TUESDAY

Wake up at 9am and was awake by Shuhada Sayanq .

As I oredy gort plan w dhem dey all , I ask where to go .

Watch whad movie and at where .

Ferst tynq , on lappy and check available timing .

Dhen set , I off my lappy and went to toilet to take a bath .

After bathing , dry myself and get myself ready .

Put on clothes and make up .

Tie up my hair and dhen took maii fone

Wahhh , mcg(s) and miss call(s) from Shuhada .

Call dhem and she ask me where am i ? I answer at home and ask dhem whad tyme dey are release .

And she told me dhat dey release oredy .

I still waste tyme at home .

Cox wanna ask money from daddeyh love . And he give me w a smile on hys face .

I was like . Thanks eyq .

hehe .

Oud from house and proceeed to TBP mrt .

Dhen mcg dhem . Continue my journey . and when i was oredy at bedok , Shuhada mcg and ask where i am .

I ans bedok and ask dhem back .

She say waitynq fer bus .

And I was lyke WTH is dhis .

So macam budaq bodow tunggu dorq .

Dhen i mcg all of dhem th same tynq .

IFAASTT .

wakakaka !

Dhen walk to ehub . kecoh sii dere .

Dey brinq me up escalator .

Again after fird . Guys , ILY ALL ((:

Dhen buy movie ticket . After buying movie ticket , went to MAC to eat .
Dey carry me up th stairs . hahhah ! Ty lagy ayee ((:

Blaa Blaa Blaaa .

After movie lepaqynks at nearby voiddeck .

Dhen back home .

I Didn't really back home .

I Alight at TBP . Went to meet Bhaby .

Dhen to LJS to eat .

Dhen go jalan jalan . And lepaq at Membina court ((:

And home sweet home to watch Singapore Idols .

Yeaaay ! Sezairi Masoq ~ ;)

2009-12-10T16:30:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY

Wake up arnd 11+ am .

Played lappy and dhen went to bhaby house .

Ask her wether going Juronq to her house anot .

Dhen her mom say nort .

Before dhat , Kak Jijie call and ask me to come her place .

When im so bored already , dhen decided to go dere .

Yeaa , oud of house arnd 5 .

Took cab and landed dere . Reached dhen sit and watched dhem karaoke .

Dhen Kak Jijie wanna play lappy so i sing alone .

Dhen off th dvd and join dhem play lappy .

A few minutes later , Kidd jux came back from Tampines .

Came in to karaoke .

Ferst , he sang alone .

Dhen he left th karaoke session fer awhile as he need to get milk fer hys niece .

Dhen i continue fer hym .

When he came back , he say

"Sedaaap nye suare qaw . Terpiqat aqu . "

I was so blushed oredy .

Dhen he continued singing until he ask me to duet w hym .

Ape lagyk , Join ahh . Hahhah !

Dhen he tired of singing and i continued duet w Kak Jijie .

Sang lyke hell ! Dhen off those karaoke stuffs .

Waited fer Abanq Baby to be back home .

Dhen Kak Jijie & Abanq Baby went o buy us food .

Eat , after eat , I WENT BACK HOME ((:

2009-12-06T02:08:00.006+08:00

SINCE PICTURE OF THE DAY FOR FB IS DHIS ,

Let's Talk About

MUHAMMAD EFFENDI BIN AWI

I hef to declare dhat i still do love youu . I cant leave w/o youu . I can't survive w/o eur encouragement . You've change me dhis muchh .

I noe youu since i was 13 and nw im oredy 17 . Youu noe me wen im so th kental and nw so th matured :)

Cheiiy Cheiiy Cheiiy

From th ferst i noe youu , im sure eu gonna be mine , my ferst love .

After dhat happen , i try to believe dhat we could last more than a yr .

Yes we manage . To another yr and another .

We gone thru thick and thin together .

Every of eur mistake i ignore and still sticking w youu .

We stick like a glue and a paper .

IM SORRY

I noe youu still wating fer me .
I noe youu miss me . Im sorry Im nor free fer youu but im free fer my frenn .

Im so sorry fer dhat . Very very sorry infact .

Nowadays , I prefer to go out w frenn dhen tynking about youu .

To declare , im no longer into youu .
Im changing fer guud ! Nort bad .

I dhun wanna being hurt again . It's more dhen enuff to me .

Im sorry fer rejecting youu bhoy .

Maybe , dhis is whad ppl called KARMA .

2009-12-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

HEYYLOO ~

Few days didn't update . It's nort dhat i hef nutynq thuu blog .

It's just dhat im mad w th blog . It don't allow me to publish photo(s) .

Hmmm .

Fcukcare Dhen (!)

FRIDAY

Wake uup at 10.46am inth mawnynq . Rush thuu kitchen and had my nutella as my breakfast .
Dhen proceed to on th tv and dvd .
Decided thuu watched Madu Tiga Yesterday .
Idk why now adays i lyke thuu watch 60s , 70s , 80s Show .
Hmmm , *wonderynq*
Dhen feel bored .
I mcq w different peeple at one shot !
Wohoo ~
Dhen at 2+ . I decided thuu mcg Lynn .
Tell her dhat im bored and she ask me to go dere .
W/O any hesitation , I take a bathe and siiap siiap .
Oud from house 4.30 reached dere at arnd 5.10pm .
Tiong Bahru to Toa Payoh nort dhat far whad ;)

AT THERE

I reached there and hef to wait oudsyte cox dey tenga kemas kemas fer a while . Ikki shayanq accompany me oudsyte played w hym while waitynq fer his mother and auntie to kemas . Kidd and his nephew were oudsyte too . Paiseyh siiot aqu . Didn't had any conversation w kidd . Only had conversation w hys nephew . Named Hendra , Hairie and Hendri , cute ryt their name . Dhen a few minutes later , th house is ready . So mw and Ikki went in and locked ourself in th house . Hahhah ! Dhen played lappy while lepaq and melalaq . Karaoke beb ! Fuhyo ~ Best ! hahhah ! Well , we are lyke pmpn gatal dhat is so mianq . We enter a chatroom , name ourself as ifaa_lynn_fifie . Guys hef to chus one of us . hehheh ! well , equal number of guys we received each . hahhah ! kekkek seiiy . im so nort into it but just hefynq fun w dhem . Abanq baby (Kak jijie's husband) came back from werq, we stop all conversation we had w th chatters and went to eat . After dhat , lepaq fer a while and oud from their house at 10.30pm ((: Home-Sweet-Home dhen ;p

SATURDAY

Wake up at 11.42am . Cox someone call and wake me upp ((:
Sweet seiiy . hehheh !
Oud of bed proceed thuu toilet to had my shower .
Dhen eat mum's cookynq . Mee Soup ((:
Siiap Siiap dhen to Juronq . Bhaby's house .
Went dere w Bhaby and ger elder sis .
Funn ahh .
Kemas th house .
I was lyke so th ferst tyme doinq house werq .
Serious Serious . Taq bedeq !
Mopp arnd th house . Sweep th floorynq !
Hehheh ! Dhen MAMBANQ MAEN LAMPU DOHH ~
Kyte taqot dhen kyte oranq baleq . Padahal naq meet fird bestiey seiiy .
Taq kesampaian dhen )):

2009-12-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

Heyy ((:

Today i woke up damn late . Believe it or not , it's exactly 1.06pm when i woke uup .

I was so shocked to see th time .

Recall when i torn till 8+ am dhen wake uup dhis late .

But fer dhis , i did sleep early last night .

Maybe I'm just too happy wiif my lyfe ryte now . :P

- - - - -

Did Nutynq muchh at home ((:

Lappy all the way , had my bathe at 7.

hehs ! Okay okay .

Now downloading songgs ((:

HAPPY 21st BERFDAY DARMADEE !

MY BELOVED BROTHER .

Too Sadd Eur In . Can't Celebrate eur berfday oudd )):

2009-12-02T21:37:00.005+08:00

Heyyy ((:

UPDATE . UPDATE . UPDATE

MONDAY

Monday had my POA examm . Study hard fer dhat lil' subject dohh .

hehheh ! Dhen reached school I mcq-ed wiif Shuhada Sayanq .

Untyl th tyme thuu put bag infront , I said text eu wen im done .

. . . . . .

Paper ends and i checked my fone .

Dere's mcq from Shuhada Sayanq .

Call-ed her after read those mcq and dhen head to East Coast as dey went dere fer fyshynq .

Stay dere tyll 7+ .

All wiif school eu . Crazy or Whad ?

hmmm . . .

Overall , I enjoy my tyme wiif dhem .

It's so so so the funn beb .

Naq lagyq please kawan kawan .

heehs !

TUESDAY

Had my BEO exam .

Never study anytynq about dhat subject .

Just do whadever i noe .

Hehheh !

After school , cab-ed to BMV .

Fetched bhaby dhen went to BMC .

Buy stuffs and back home

Start Doinq stuffs and Sleep ((:

WEDNESDAY

Did nutynk muchh in th mawnynq .

Ehh , i watch crite Kassin Slamat , Ibu Mertuaku .

Dhen wait der Shuhada Sayanq mcq .

2+ took a bathe . Siap Siap and oud .

Went to Tampines wiif loved frens .

Dey make my stress all gone .

Couse' of their craziness and all .

Reached late and am so paiseyh .

Shuhada Sayanq and Ziiki waited fer me at CS Tamp .

Others waited fer us at Pastamania .

After had our lunch ? err , antynq , we walk walk dhen to Metallurgy to take Apit's couple rynq .

Dhen back to home ((:

Pictures Will Be Uploaded At Next Post .

Oooh Bhoy , I Love You . But I Don't Want You Ryte Now .

My Mind Id At Others . Not You . Im Sorry .

2009-11-29T14:38:00.011+08:00

THE PICHAS FOR THE PREVIOUS POST

GOT ALOT MORE BUT BLOG SUCKZ ! CANT UPLOAD DHEM:(

2009-11-29T14:10:00.003+08:00

Ehhhh , BLOG DEAD !

Actually im oud every sinqle day . It's only dhat im so lazy to update .

hahhah !

FRIDAY

Wake uup early in the mawning at 8 O'clock . Straight thuu the toilet and took a bathe . Shower Shower Shower ! Dry Uup and oud of toilet ! hahhah !

Put on my Raya clothes and siiap !

A simple and ordinary girl i shud say ! hehs !

Dhen oud of house and proceed to nearby mosque .

Walked dere and meet cousin sister dere too .

Reached dere already , waited fer Az and family & Syafie and family to came .

Waited fer the kambing number , Wahh , So longgg ! Grrr !

When i tengoq the KAMBING , kesian seiiy ! ishh !

After Friday prayer tyme , me and Bhaby family went back home .

Az and family & Syafie and family stay dere to wait fer their kambing to be potong .

Wakaka !

After dhat , all came to makteh house . Cheiiy cheiiy cheiiy !

And all th youngster came to maii house . played lappy and disturb peeple .

Siiak ahh korg ! wakaka !

SATURDAY

Wake uup at 11.58 am . Cool or whad ??

hehheh !

Dhen played lappy . Play , Play , Play !

Until 1+ pm . Dhen go thuu Bhaby house .

Ask wether confirm going thuu Bukit Panjang anot .

Dhen dey sae yesss .

So i went home and took a bathe . Shower , Shower , Shower .

Dry my self and oud of the toilet .

Wakaka !

Okay okay ! Dhen put on clothes and goo siiap .

Simple again ! Dhen proceed to Bhaby house and waited fer her family thuu siiap .

Tape , IFAA wait Kay .

We go thuu BP by Agil's family car . Kekek seiiy !

Shhh ! Orang taq tawu !

Wakaka !

I Sit bawa eu noee ! Best ! Taq dudoq kat seat .

hehheh !

Dhen reached BP , go th house liao !

BINGET SEIIY !

hahhah ! Dhen panggil Az and all thuu sit oudsyte .

Eat oudsyte , Laugh oudsyte and Stuff oudsyte !

After dhat , went down thuu lepaq .

LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH !

Took so manyy pictures . Both Ugly and Nice !

hehheh !

Pictures upload next post aites !

2009-11-27T00:42:00.002+08:00

Thursday ~!

Funn beybehh !

Went to school as per normal in th mawning !

Dhen 11.30 , me and Lily Kecyk Cabot !

wakaka ! Both train-ed to Tampines .

I meet alif and she went to meet her BF .

Shuhada came to fetched me at CS and dhen we proceed to meet Alif and Daffy .

Kekek Siia ! Dey wanna buy cigratos burt Alif is too scared . heh !

So dey cont to find cigratos . Me accompany Shuhada to eat .

Dhen meet those 2 guy again .

Maseyh taq load .

So I ask Shuhada thuu accompany find uncle to help buy cigratos .

Uncle Uncle refuse to help .

Dhen Ifaa Berani kan diry laa .

Go kedai and ask auntie .

' Auntie , winner menthol how much ? '

She ans ' $9.50 '

I say ' Auntie , 1 ahh . '

And dapat ! wakaka !

Ifaa Lepas Bely Rokok ! Wohoo ~

Dhen proceed thuu library and study .

After Study , went to lepaq at voiddeck .

Play card dere .

Hahah !

Naim and Alif aseq kalah jeeq !

Blueck :P

Ifaa and Daffy yg menang !

hahhah !

Okay Okay !

Gort dhis game very th kekek !

STEAL .

I just learn it today from dhem .

hehe !

Funn Funn Funn !

Dhen baleq !

Reach-ed home , shower , get ready and wait fer mahgrib .

I ate my dinner and went off to Bugis .

Re-contract my broadband .

And daddeyh apply me a contract too ((:

New Nom , New Phone (:

Old Nome , Old Phone Still here .

Both Active !

SONY ERICSSON YARI ~!

2009-11-25T00:04:00.006+08:00

IFAA & BHABY WENT BAX THUU KHIIDS

Yeaa ! Jux Nw Didn't went thuu .

As mentioned in early post .

At home kinda bored and so started to play my BARBIE LOVE .

Dhis Barbie I collect since i was in Primary school .

2 of 3 , hair is gone .

I cut dhem off last tyme .

hehs .

I suudenly miss my Barbie cox when i played wiif dhem in th past , I FEEL happy .

I whan dhat feeling back so i played wiif dhem .

Show my love towards dhem and so on .

And Finally , IM HAPPY today .

Thankiew Bhaby YanYan (!)

My 3 Barbie

BARBIE STUFFS

Bicycle And Fashion Hair Chair

I DRESS DHEM UUP !

. MY LOVE .

I already started thuu study .

Make own notes .

Yeaa !

Lovin' It .

Spirit is here wiif me .

Im No Longer Stupid Okay Dokay ?

SITI HANIFAA is recovering from her SADNESS
Kawan Baaru Hilang ! Belom Sebulan :((

2009-11-24T11:28:00.003+08:00

Jambu taq nii budaq ?

hehheh !

Nutynk to blog about . Well not schooling today ((:

Pelajar Pintar Taq Perlu Gy Sekolah :)

I miss dhis Guy . Really miss hym :)

Really love hym and he love me (:

He's changing to get me back . Yey !

Let's see how . But I oredy dhun wan hym .

How ehh ? Grrr ! I Still do love hym . Yesss i must admit !

But I must admit too dhat im nort ready to be wif hym .

I scared to be hurt . Not ready to be in love .

Fasting again today . Th third time repaying my past fast .

Dhis year i've really really change into good .

Not noe-ing why but my heart says to change .

Im changing , from my werst to bad , bad to average , average to good .

And Insya'allah from good to very good . Amin !

People tot im good but people dhunnoe me .

I may look innocent but actually im nort .Trust me .

I maybe wilder dhen eu all .

hehheh !

Naq jahat kene pandai sembunyik beb ! :P

I wanna to start studying todayy !

Yess . Exams are arnd the corner .

Less than a week .

And my book is still closed . hahah !

Anyone wanna be my tutor please ?

Okay okay !

Update again Later !

Buhhbye ((:

2009-11-22T21:41:00.003+08:00

Ifaa Muke Taq Perlu Seiiy !

I'm A Broken Hearted Girl And Is Crying Ryte Now !

Lepaq wiif baby at Membina Court just now .

KInda Funn . Share stories .

Cry There . Lepaq lyke minahh kotai .

Hahahx !

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry'

Cos I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they loved me truly

But at the time it didnt mean a thing

My mind is gone

I'm spinning round

And deep inside

My tears ill drown

I'm loosing grip

What's happening?

I stray from love

This is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what

You'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kiss?

Cos it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe cos we spent so much time

And I know that is no more

I should have never let you hold me baby

Maybe why im sad to see us apart

I didn't give it to you on purpose

Can't figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone

I'm spinning round

And deep inside

My tears ill drown

I'm loosing grip

What's happening?

I stray from love

This is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what

You'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you

I'll never know

I never meant to let it get so personal

And after all I tried to do

To stay away from love with you

I'm broken-hearted

I can't let you know

And I Won't Let It Show

You won't see me cry

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what

You'll never see me cry

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what

You'll never see me cry

..All my life..

2009-11-21T23:21:00.002+08:00

CUTE RYTE THIS COLOUR

Im So Admire This And I Bought It Fer Fren As A Birthday Present .

hees . Dhen Fendi No longer Wiif Me . So Present To Fren Lerr :)

Ehhh Frenn , Hope You Like It Okayy !

2009-11-21T08:42:00.003+08:00

Bought Fer Rifqy dhis :DD

Later gg thuu hys berfday party .

Hef funn Ikki !

IM CONFUSED RYT NOW !

STRUGGLING IN TANGLED WIRES .

You always told me dhat you won't be bother to find me and you'll still continue to leave me .

I take all eur werd deep in me .

I really mean it and now you came in me and messed up with my life .

You make me sad . I smile like as usual but deep in me , i kept many sorrowness .

I laugh like no one care but deep in my heart , i feel like crying . Still no one care .

I shout here and there thuu release stress . People tot im loud and noise .

NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME .

People all know that im always here for them . But I don't know that they wasn't there when I need them . I always cheer them up . Be by their side . Make them smile on their face .

But deep in me , I'm Too Hurt And So Confused .

I cried when i read the received message from you .

You sent this at 4.32 am . When you still awake .

U , i betol betol mintak maaf kat u kay . Pasal i buat u mcm ni . Mcm mane pon , i tetap syg u and im so miss u .

I call eu after i read it . I heard eur voice is like crying . Im crying too and i force myself to hang up th phone cox i can't take it . I admit that i miss you . Yess . I MISS YOU . But im sorry , I've already move on . I dhun wanna be hurt again for the several times . Im no longer yours and i hope you could understand this . I read this message to family and i cried .

I'm so weak . Oh God , help me please .

Why you always make me suffer ?

Is it the suffer eu gave me is still accountable ?

Im no longer feel like staying in this world .

I want to DIE please .

2009-11-18T22:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY

RIFQY NAZMUZAIKI

IKKI , auntie Ifaa sayanq ikki taw ~

Sayanq sangat sangat !

Ikki taqmo notty notty taw .

Kesian mama ngn mami yang jage Ikki .

Ikki kan clever boy !

MUACKX !

Nanty auntie Ifaa bely kan Ikki present kayy shayanq suuke mainan .

Auntie Ifaa promise bely kayy shayanq !

2009-11-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY

After school went straight to City Hall MRT to meet Alif and his friends . Suhaida , and two other guys . Idk their names . hehe ! Well I waited fer dhem 10 minutes lyke dhat lerr . Dhen next to Cineleisure . Go dere to wath 2012 . hee~ ! Best ahh ! Dhen at dere , very th keycoh ! We bought a total number of 5 tickets . Wen we c it , We only had 2 tickets left . Another 3 is gone . So we queue again ! hahah ! keycoh seii ! And dhen we can enter free . Dhun need to buy new one ! Yey ! And So continue watching . After dhat went home straight . While otw to MRT , we played under rain . And You Know What ?? The APEC People saw us and so we smile to them ! hahah . Kekek !

SATURDAY

Wake up early inth morning to do project . But so sad , I can't continue as my mates never give me most part of the report . So I Facebook-ing ang Tagg-ing . After dhat , Baby came and played my lappy . I gave her and i took a rest . Afetr that fren of mine called . ( SMILE ) And i told fren dhat im gg to movie later and watch ASTROBOY . So fren decided to tag along . I ask fren to meet at tbp at 4.30 . 4.30 fren called ask where am i . HAppily i answered I just finished bathing . Wakaka ! After dhat Baby can't make it ! Walaw-weiik ! haha ! So fren came my place dere :)

SUNDAY

Wake up early to go to Uncle's grandson sumtynk sumtynk ! Hahah ! So wake up bath and so on lor . Went there use simple clothing . Casual wear ! hehe ! So me and Baby reached only , we rushed to eat Baby's mom dish ! Yummeyh ryte dear ! haha . After dhat called all cousin to sit tgt ! Good or whad ? Share stories and so on ! okayy ! FENDI Call , Text all dhunnid to mentioned kayy ?

2009-11-13T17:42:00.001+08:00

IM SORRY !

IM SO BAD . VERY BAD . VERY VERY BAD !

2009-11-13T10:50:00.002+08:00

IM SO SAD

COX

IM SO BAD

! ! ! ! !

2009-11-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

Life Become Better And Better !

I didn't expect all dhis to enter in my life .

Once eu entered , my life is so colourful and meaningful .

Before is so dark . No light to to guide my life .

Im touched by eur werds and eur care .

Eur way of treating me make me melt into a jug of water .

Im sorry fer not being th best fer eu .

But I promise to be there fer eu .

I May Jealous At Time Cos I SAYANG Euu !

Ooh bhoy , Im So Into You !

2009-11-11T00:35:00.003+08:00

Sorry For Leaving This Blog dead !

Didn't Link and Stuff .

Well , I Linked eu'all real soon okay !

Life Great When Status Is Single

2009-10-30T11:01:00.003+08:00

No Happiness Came And Strike Into My Life .

Only Stress Stuff Came Across .

It Will Even Be More And More .

& I Still Don't Know Why .

Eversince he's gone , my happiness gone too ):

2009-10-29T16:56:00.002+08:00

IM IN NEED (!) ;

AnyOne Please Be By My Side .

2009-10-21T20:07:00.003+08:00

I'll be blogging today .

I'm SINGLE !?

Yess . SINGLE . Hear that ?

hahaha.

Just ferget it ! I'm single but I still can smile andand laugh like others do .

Dear Fendi,

Dhunn werry . I won't ferget euu . I noe dhat euu noe i can't ferget euu . Euu are maii ferst love . Maii only ex and de ferstt love that lasted fer yers . I cried everynight . I just sadd wif those werds euu hurt me wiif .

BabyFitriey,

Cheer Up kayy sweetie ! Guys are al th same . U hurt and I'm hurt too . Meet up soon aites Fit . Share our stories together . Be crazy like how we used to be . Serious I say . IMISSYOU Fitriey !

2009-10-19T14:49:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU

BUT

I LOVE YOU

AND

I MISS YOU

2009-10-18T21:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I wnet to Kak Jijie house .
Chill andand lepak there .
Entertain me while I'm sad .
I went there because they miss me andand I miss them .
MISS THEM SO MUCH LAA SEIIY (!)
Last I saw them is last year puase . hees .

Today went to Tiong Bahru Plaza wiif Bhaby andand Az .

Both cuzziey of mine . haas !

Reached there only , I go to SWEET TALK mother fucker to but Oreo Chocolate .

Sedaaaaaaaaaaap sangat ((:

Den proceed to Money changer to change money . Den went to eat at LJS .

After eat went to M1 shop . hahhah ! GUUD ! tengok2 jeeq .

Back to home , accompany Bhaby younger siblings to funfair ryt under our blok .

Crazy lyke hell . Bcox its free ! hahaha !

OkayyOkayy ! Nw just came back .

LIFE HAVE TO MOVE ON . AND I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST .

2009-10-16T09:47:00.003+08:00

IN LIFE

I've make mistakes in life .

I've let people take advantage of me & I've accepetd way kess than what I deserve .

But , I've learned from my bad choices & even though they are some things.

I can never get back & people who will never be sorry .

I know better next time & won't settle anything less than what I DESERVE .

I hate everyday that passes & I can't see you .

But even after a horrible day , hearing your voice seems to make everything better .

After a good day , hearing your voice makes it a wonderful day .

That's all , just hearing your voice saying

' I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU '

makes my whole world turn right side up.

* I LOVE YOU *

SOME SAY HOLDING ON

IS WHAT MAKES YOU

STRONG

BUT SOMETIMES IT

TAKES MUCH MORE STRENGTH

TO JUST

let go & move on

I'm Lost

2009-10-12T15:29:00.004+08:00

Yess ! I'm Lost .

My Blog My Pasal .

I'll be going to blog about my feeling .

I get to know this 1 boy , i started to melt with all those care and understanding he gave towards me . I only get to contact him 1 day and thats it . I really need him right now . I miss him so much and maybe I must get ready to let him go . I stress-ed . I thought my journey with him will be long but it is just to short . Last thing he tell me is "nanty i dahh bangonn jeeq i msg euu kayy ". But I don't received any message from him after 6.40am . I did message him and miss call him but I still don't received any response from him . May he want to avoid me and not ready to be hurt . I have no idea why he did that to me . I know I'm attached but I don't know why I still keep thinking about you . Maybe the reason you avoiding from me is I'm attached . But I already tell you just put my status aside and I'm here to keep you happy and will always be here to accompany you whenever you need me . You told me before to message or call you whenevr but when I message , I didn't received any reply from you .

Ooooh Frenn ~ I NEED YOUU ~!

I SLEEP LESS THAN 2 HOURS

2009-10-11T20:39:00.002+08:00

Should update about todayy ((:
Did accompany frenn from 2+ till 10+ am .
hahah ~!
From here thuu dere , dere thuu deredere andand deredere thuu home .
Yess received phone calls and messags from hym .
Should not mention hys name .
Get to sleep while waiting fer hym to had hys bath .
From 6.20 to 7.14 am .
Dhen continue talking on th phone .
Right after th line is cut off , we webcam-ing ~!
Wee ! Mawning face . Never wash all . Just Webby . Crazy Us !
Oooh Frenn , I admire youu ((:

OKAYY STOPP IT EYFAR !

After webcam-ing , i felt sleepy so i sleep and he sleep too ((:
Burt too sadd . I only sleep fer 32mins .
I was awake by IFAACINE girlfriend ! She mcg me .
Dhen reply her mcg all andand can't sleep until now . How Sadd ? !

2009-10-09T23:46:00.015+08:00

09 OCTOBER is Maii
3 Years 6 Months Anniversary .

I giv Boiifrenn a simple gift yet very meaningfull thuu me .

Anniversary card andand a Frame wiif every year of our picture since th ferst year .

Stated dere BABY .

HAHAH . Yanti Shudd Noe It .

Pictures While Att Boiifrenn House ; Let it tok byy itsef kayy ?

ANNIVERSARY

2009-10-09T00:20:00.006+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME ANDAND BOIIFREN !

It is Our 3 years andand 6 months anniversary .
42 months already .

I'm gg thuu givv hym sumtynk .
Burt tmoro dhen i will post de pichas once he open it .
here are some of the pichas dhat i snap .

NORT THUU FERGET !

HAPPY A MONTHSARY THUU LILY KECYK andand BOIFEE !

2009-10-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

SUDDENLY I MISS FIRD DHIS MUCHH ! GOSSHH !

FRENN , ARE EU DOING FYNE DOWN DERE ?

Wenn I'm browsing thru maii fone , aii saw eur most ugliest photo dhat aii snapp at esplanade .

Denn aii feel dhat aii mishh euu . Andand aii feel lyke calling euu .

Dhen eu were nort here andand I'm thinking about th quake at SUMATRA .

Are euu affected dear frenn ? I'm werried down here !

ISKANDAR , andand again , IMISSYOUUSOMUCH !

Let Pichas Tok Okayy ?

2009-10-03T20:20:00.013+08:00

I WILL JUST THROW ALL THE PICTURES .
HAVE FUN WITH IT .

CAN YUR SON MARRY ME ?

2009-10-03T10:18:00.002+08:00

MUHAMMAD EFFENDI BIN AWI

PLEASE MARRY ME

COX IM DEEPLY INTO EU

CAN YOUR SON MARRY ME PARENST ?

EVENT is OVER

2009-10-01T20:48:00.003+08:00

Jux came back from OE BBQ . Ooopx , Chalet ryt ?

Today I'm veryy veryy tiredd . Yess . True .

I woke up early in da mawning at 6.30am . Oud frm house 8am .

Reached Vivo 8.40am . Dere's all ppl hu need thuu come early . Supposed to hef 8 but deres only 6 . So we decided thuu wait fer Lisa andand Catty . Lambat eyq korg . Grr .

So while waiting , we all are hungry andand we decided thuu hef breakfast at Banquet .

Eat shiokly , Lisa call-ed . She came oredy . She andand Catty go ferst .
I will sayy this is crazy . Yess . CRAZY . C-R-A-Z-Y !

Grp noe , I noe . Public dunnoe .

yeaa !

I wanna end here . Tired already . Resting soon . Tatas !

EHHH !

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY .

okeyy children .

I feel the earth move . Maii bed is also shaking .

2009-09-30T23:57:00.004+08:00

I FEELS TREMORS DHAT LASTED FER A FEW MINUTES .

After I andand Daddeyh feel the quake , we change th tevee channel thuu Channel New Asia .

& we were shock-ed dhat actually dere is a earthquake at Southern Sumatra .

[tremors shook various parts of the island - from Redhill in central Singapore to Pasir Ris in the northeast. ]

Andand I stay really in th Redhill . So I feel it .

Nort thuu spread burt I'm scared .

So sadd dere is soo manyy tynks happen during RAYA mth .

I believe dhat Singaporeans island-wide literally felt th earth move under their feet .

Burt i dunno whad dey al feel . I've maii own feeling , so we feel diff ways .

I can't imagine how dey dhis is al happenin . Burt only ALLAH wil noe .

Sadd thuu hear dhat large building andand houses collapsed andand causing more dhen 1000 people trapp-ed inside in th rumble . Th most make me worriey is th major hospital in th area is one of those buildings dhat goes collapsed .

Th quake cause houses dhat thuu b destroyed at Padang .

Th aiport was also closed fer damage .

Last tynk dhat play in maii mind is dhat West of Sumatra owes 3 bigg volcanoes andand dhis may cause volcanoes erupion dere .

Sleeping Now . Wake upp early tmoro . tatas .

HOLIDAY FUNN BABE ~!

2009-09-30T17:54:00.004+08:00

Holiday ish funn little babe . yess !

Everydayy im oud . Since th last monday . cool or whad ?

Monday went to peninsula andand tkc .

Tuesday went to bukit merah central .

Wednesday went to queensway .

Thursday went to tiong bahru .

Friday went to jurong east in de afternoon den to queensway andand night to bf house fer raye .

Saturday went to mum's siblings house fer raye andand back at 2 am in de morning .

Sunday went to bf house to spend time w hym .

Monday went to jurong east - IMM giant .

Tuesday went to bf house sleepover .

Wednesday frm bf house den back home .

Andand tomorrow will be gg to OE bbq .

Theme OE PARADISE !

Yess . hehs .

BUSY RIGHT ? Well , YESS !

2009-09-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

Well , Longg enufff didn't update maii blogg .

yess . i was busyy dhis few days .

Saturday

Wentt thuu mum's side house . About 4 house burt so de longggg ((:
Oud frm house arnd 4.30 pm . yess . Ferst house thuu Paklongg Nin's house .
Dhen thuu Maklongg Peah's house . Move thuu PakBesaarr's house . Last thuu Abg Wan's house . Kecohh seiiy my mummeyh kat sane . Maii abg play xbox nan my abg sdare den dea tawe tarq ley angzz ! hahah !

kayy2 . Sorry . Pichas is in de camera andand ferst bro hold every single tynk regarding de camera so will ask from hym dhen i upload de pichas . good bye !

Sunday

Wentt thuu BhabyBhoy's crib . Miss hym so muchh oredy ! Yess . Spent tyme w hym . More dhen whad we expect . hehheh ! i in de bedroom al de way . from start thuu end . cox hys aunt , uncle come so i was abit shy dhen i stay in . hehs . sleep , eat and dhuu al stupid stuff in de bed . yess . its true ! I received countless number of kiss frm hym . yess . i swear . dhis is hys ferst tyme kiss me dhis manyy ! Cheek , lips andand even mouth ! yeaa !

2009-09-26T11:14:00.015+08:00

Yesterday Afternoon , I went thuu Jurong East Mrt thuu collect money fer de OE BBQ .

Meet dhem andand chat fer a while . A while only kayy .

hahs . Dhen train-ed thuu Tiong Bahru andand wait fer fren at bustop .

Head-ed thuu Queensway . Yess . Waste our tyme dhere andand go every spec shop thuu ask contact lens . Yessa . Nana kena cheat . Go buy same same brand andand same color . burt diff price . Baek ahh ! Bhaby , meh ketawe kann dea ! HAHAHA !

In de older post i gort mention-ed i took pichas w BhabyBhoy w our couple clothings . Yess . Pink . I loike it ! heheh ! Bhaby suke kann ?

haha . Dhis is de pichas .

Hys Shade .

He lyke dhis photo . He sae sweet . hehe .

Two blood mix into ONE !

Ouhkiey !

Ferst day raye Bhabybhoy's family came thuu visit maii house . andand yesterday nyte , maii family pay their visit . dey al sae I like wanna go fer a marriage .

COMMENT ME cann ?

hees .

Sweetest snap w hym ,

Maii gold outfit .

Nice huh ?

Our Hair is a 3rd rebornding . BhabyBhoy's hair thuu ! hehs . lyke gegerl !

He snapp dhis ! A kiss from me thuu youu !

I look fat ? yess ! haha .

Please guy , dhun mentioned dhat i snapp picture w alien kayy .

dhis is nort alien in the attics aites .

hehe .

Me w Siti .

She is Siti Nor Huda .

I am Siti Hanifaa .

Dhis is de final one andand favourite pic fer de' dae !

Dhis is wen we watching Zombie Kampung Pisang andand dhis is de acting .

haha ! Zombie terlepas .

BhabyBhoy tell me dhat:

- He loves me from min thuu max .

- Promise i wud b de' last andand fer lyfe .

- I look more preetier .

-He like de' way i am right now .

- He wanna spend more time w me during de holidays .

- Yesterday wanna kiss me more dhen dhat but i was so preety until he dhun wanna make me ugly !

YESS ! I LOIKE ALL .

2009-09-23T22:16:00.019+08:00

AyyLoww !

EYFAR backk ! hahah ! yess ! Jux nw went thuu QUEENSWAY SHOPPYN CENTRE ! yeaa ! orangg jalan raye kyte jalan2 . biyoll ! Eyfar , Nana , Bhaby andand Hana . Walk arnd . Accompany Nana pierce nose . de' forth tyme ! lame2 idong ilangg ! haha . den we go anchorpoint . eat KFC . den went thuu toilet andand SNAPSNAP ..

BHABY YANTI .

Miz BlaLaLa .

BUHHBHYE !!

2009-09-22T10:44:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE

FERST DAY !

haha ~! Well , haven't go oud yet eu noe ! Stay at home only . Wait fer people thuu come . hehs !

Ferst Raye , ROSNAH andand GAng Come second . Brahim come ferst . Ade kerh patot abes sembahyang jeeq datanq ! hehs ! kae2 . Den Bhaby andand adeqadeq came . Half way eating , Dad's brother came , ENDAN andand family . Den NORMAH andand de cucucucu andand anaq bongsu nye datanq NORIZAN . hehs ! denden , BHABYBHOY's Family came . heheheh ! I LOIKE ! yess ! tok alot of pichas w hym . burt @ hys fone . Wait till i met hym andand take de' pichas from hym kayy ? Eat toghether as a bigbigbig FAMILY ! hehehe ! Mummeyh lyke dhem ahh ! Suke skaly ~!

SECOND DAY !

Well , mawning wake uup go Bhaby house . Tok w her mother . BlaBlaBla . Dhen NORMAH call her andand narq ajaq py jalan pat jiran2 . Den saw ROSNAH . ask MAKTEH thuu close her door coz dey jux wake up too . I went home . Tgk Fone , ehhyy , IZAN cl . Den i cl back de' same actually . So i tell mummeyh denden mummeyh sae go andand bathe ! Den tell MAKTEH yg NORMAH narq dtg . Menggelabah dea . heheh ! Kayy . Den i went fer bathe , ready maii self . andand OFF de' house . Den went to GRANNY KIA cribs andand went thuu GRANNY BRAHIM cribs . Den went home sweet home . hehheh ! Change clothings , touch up andand OFF again . Went oud w Bhaby . Ehhyy wait ! Nort oud fer raye . Oud fer fun lahh ! hahhah ! Yeaa ! Headed thuu Tiong Bahru . From dere , went thuu PENINSULA ! denden , train-ed thuu PAYA LEBAR . went thuu TKC . blom abes shopping ahh ! hahaha ! [FAKE!] Den train-ed home yeaa !

LATE NIGHT !

yess . NORSIAH andand GANG came . FUHYOHH ! tarq muat rumaa ! haha ! Ramai gylerh . sampai tarq terkyre ! hehheh ! After dhat , YYD came thuu raye . layan dhem . hahah ! denden MOMON andand IJAT came . Dokk skejap jeeq ! JADY LARH ! Dhen IRAH came thuu . Ex Darma ! Budaaq Biyol thuu . hehs ! Beragan terlalu tinggi ! hahahahahah ! KEKEKEKEK SEIIY ! DEN i WENT THUU SLEEP ! YEAAAAAAA ! guud guud ((:

MORE THUU UPDATE !

2009-09-20T15:08:00.003+08:00

HEPPIEY !! NO SADD !! STILL @ BLOGSPOT ! HEHS !!

HOLIDAY ALREADY STARTED !
yeaa ! Rest well at HOME . No Longer Have This Sickness Called 'TIREDNESS' . hehs !
Well , 3 weeks of holidays andand i can say dhat i can meet bhabybhoy as dhis time . MAybe ? hehheh ! Depends on mummeyh permission !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !
Yess . Thuday is de' ferst day of raye . De' time of forgiveness . heheh ! Mallu narq mintarq maaf ! Dapat duet raye from daddeyh $-- ! yeaa ! Suke , Suke , Suke skaly !

I hef maii new hair done . yess . Reborn andand highlight red colour ! wohoo ! haha ! FYI , dhis is maii 3rd rebornding . Burt still healthy . Of course , expensive product laa beb ! heh !

NOW HOUSE IS FREE !

RELATIVES COME ANDAND GO ALREADY !

WAITING FER BHABYBHOY's FAMILY thuu COME !

MORE PICHAS thuu be UPLOAD OUHKIEY !

2009-09-16T09:17:00.002+08:00

HEYYY YAWW !

Exams /Tests are al done !!

Yeaa ! Rox Mann !

Nw Wattyn Fer Raye jeeq ! Haahaa !

Actually kann , Sunday I went To Az house . It was maii second tyme when dere after he stayed dere fer about 6 yerz ! Kekek kann ? Name jeeq sdare cox jao sgt uhh ! FAKE !

I gort sum photo dere . Will upload it @ hm coz nw im at SCHULL . Cikgu tarq dtg . BINGETT dokk ! Hahah ! When i went dere , actually kann , narq meet FIRD BESTY LOVER SKALY . Rindu seiiy pat dea . Last meet hym on march mayb ? TAPI Kann , Walaw Joa Di Mata , Namun Deqat Di Hati ooi ! KANN FIRD ?

Den Monday POA Common Test. After Break-Fast Went thuu Geylang . Bought Raye Clothings and al things fer raye laa . Pynk as usual . Hahah !

Tuesday BEO Common Test . After Schull , Train-ed thuu BhabyBhoy's Crib . Break-FAst dere den went thuu GEYLANG . He bought Raye Clothing And i do HENNA ! Camm narq kawen ooi ! hahaha ! Kekek . Kekek !

Todayy ? NO PLAN YET !

GRR !

2009-09-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

boreed ryte nw ! serious i say . hahah . whanna study burt seems very laziey !

Finally Fendi give me th money thuu buy raye couple clothes ! heheh ! suuke !

well , pynk is hys choice . go with it laa .

2009-09-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

3 days didn't update coxx dhonno whad thuu update .

herrm .

Monday POA Common Test .

Unit 1-5 . Stress ooi .

Tuesday BEO Common Test .

Unit 1-6 . Matty ahh .

Hahah .

CANN i SAY IM ADDICTED THUU HYM ANDAND CRAVING FOR HYS NUMBER ?

Hahaha .

Well , One day mayb ?

Im stress . RAYA chuming (:

burt haven't buy any clothing yet .

grr !

2009-09-09T10:21:00.002+08:00

090909

STYLE HUH ?

Yeaa . Well, Let's congratz maii bestiey fer choosing a nice date fer her a new lyfe . Congratz eyq sayanq !

Ouhkiey. Shud congratz me thuu !!

HAPPY 3 YEARS && 5 MONTHS ANNY KAYY ?

bie, I love eu more dhen i love anyone else in de' world .

i noe u've known dhis coz i tell eu thousands of tyme before or mayb millions ?

Dear, maii love towards eu wont change .

I dare thuu SWEAR thuu GOD !

Serious .

i tynk eu noe dhat w/o eu im nutynk .

yess . It's true . I don't lie .

U are maii lyfe .

maii soul andand maii future .

Bare dhat in mind .

I LOVE EU SO MUCH untyl i bcome dhis stupid .

UNDERSTAND ?

Please . thuuday on't make me angry at eu . Noet a single anger shud stay w me .

I wanna ask eu .

Dhuu i deserve al dhis after al maii love dhat i've thrown towards eu ?

Dhuu i hef made a biigest mistake towards eu ?

I DON'T TYNK SO .

Well dear . Please . Guide me thru me journey of lyfe .

eu use thuu make me smile lyke no one else . burt nw ?

Others make me smile more dhen eu .

Serious i sae .

Al eur promise are empty . I noe dhis fer de' past few years burt i still save our relationship .

MUHAMMAD EFFENDI BIN AWI

maii love journey w eu had gone so far && don't try to make it a waste of tyme .

I tynk eu may understand me .

I hate de' influences from eur fren thuu eu .

B , MEET ME PLEASE !

2009-09-08T20:25:00.003+08:00

Cann i express maii feelyns ?
Dhis ish maii blogg so i cann !
hehes !

The banner up dere is in de past .

Burt nw , anyone else make me smile more dhen eu !

Serious i sayy !

Im hurt dhis few daes . Eu dhun understand andand u've change again .

I am tired for makyyn eu change back thuu EFFENDI dhat i want .

Burt when eu bored , eu change back .

Im SPEECHLESS !

As eu knoe , eu hurts me more dhen once .

More dhenn hundreds andand mayb thousands ?

I didn't show/tell anyone about maii problems .

Except fer Liyana andand Bhaby .

Yess .

I didn't show any growdy face in school or when i meet eu .

Burt eu nid thuu knoe dhat im hurt .

Im hurt again by eu .

Where ish eur promise dhat we've made infront of both our parents ?

Where ish de promise thuu make me happiey ?

Am i eur TEDDY BEAR or whad ?

Im depress-ed , stress-ed .

Test are chuming andand al these happens .

why ? why ? why ?

Did ii do anytynk wrong ?

or shud i desrve al this ?

Eu noe dhat i love eu more dhen i love maii parents ?

I make eu fly by no wings infront of maii family members .

Say GUUD thynks about eu ?

Buy things fer eu .

Nort dhat im nort sincere for those stuff dhat i bought fer eu .

Burt cann eu please understand me ?

OHH GODD ! HELP ME !

2009-09-07T15:03:00.002+08:00

Heyyya !!

So longg didn't update blogg =D

Gort nutynk thuu update lahh !

hahs !

Nw im att schull . Free period ??

No lahh . SOT . Burt gg thuu fynysh already !

Well, last few days nrv go anywhere .

Burt Friday went thuu BhabhBhoy's Hse .

As ussual . Spend tyme thuugether !

Mishh hym alott !

grr !

Going thuu Geylang soon (:

Thuu bhuyy clothes andand thynks fer Raye !!

Gg thuu wear couple suits wif BhabyBhoy again dhis yerr =)

De' forth yer !!

Pynk maybe ? See how dhen !

Kayy lahh ! GTG ! Byee !

2009-09-03T21:20:00.014+08:00

Todayy I've Nutynk To Blogg )):

So Decided thuu Blogg 'bout Maii Berfdae Which Falls On

24th July 2009 , FRIDAY

Here De' Storry Begin . . .

On Maii Berfdae , I celeb @ oudsyte maii house .

Nort Manny Guest are Invited .

The Thing I Shud or Muzz tell euu is ,

80% of de' guest ish KHIDss && 20% of dhem ish adult .

FUNNY a NOT ahh ?

[laughh lyke hell kayy ?]

Above ish maii berfdae cake .

Mentioned dere .

Maii name && age .

BhabyBhoy Feed me the caake !

I open maii mouth so wide until he laugh madly !

hehs ! [maalu tawuu !]

Some Pics Below ! With BhabyGhurls & BhabhBhoy !

Watch de' slideshow . .

Maii Bitchess !
Maii Hope is in Euu !

Those Funky Pose !

I'm deeply In LOVE w Euu !

Maii Only LYFE !

Dhun Mention-ed !

Im FATT !

Piggy -- Piggy

[oink - - oink]

Maii Sweet 17th is soo sweet .

Nort thoo Mega yet Meaningfull .

Thanks thuu classmate whom SANG berfdae song in a sudden .

Im soo shock-ed andand Tears drop a lil bit .

Thanks Again thuu Classmate dhat wish me a berfdae wish .

- Mcg me -

Fird [Bestest Boiifrenn]

BhabyBhoy [Maii Lyfe Maii Soul]

Lily Pendek ! [BhabyGhurl In ITE lyfe]

Fitriey [Bestest Ghurlfrenn in SEC lyfe]

Fyka [Classmates]

Fatin [Classmates]

LISKIE [Classmates]

2009-09-02T22:01:00.003+08:00

Really Really Really Mish BhabyBhoy Soo De' Muccch !

Blooging . Blooging . Blogging

Today schull ish ash usual , already hand up my SOT round 1 .

hehs !

SATU BABAK DAHH ABES !

Okayy . when break in schull ,

WE BAX THUU KHIDss eu noe ?

We play SNAP , OLD MAID andand HAPPY FAMILY .

haha .

Fyka ahh bring thuu schull .

Soo jux play lahh .

& Im de' winner for HAPPY FAMILY .

hahaha ! Proud as Peacock eu noe !

Feelyns Won't Stay Longggg ((:

2009-09-01T15:54:00.002+08:00

WEIIK !

Miss Bhabybhoy soo mucch ! hehehe . Can't meet hym dhix week )): bcox lax wk meet twice oredy . hehs ! Mummeyh don't sae but aii sae ! Need save those fare MONEY thuu buyy dhis andand dhat . Well, it's okayy .

Dhis whole dae i've been playing comp . Nort really play but to be exact , i'm doin maii werq .
SOT beb . SOT = otaq sot ? heheh ! Stress . Gg oud later w parents . Thuu Vivo City . The main reason we went dere is thuu break-fast at de banquet . hahs ! andand oso thuu fiind Office Wear for the dress-up interview .

Feelyns won't stay longgg bcox , dere's
HEPPIEY - PLUS - SADD
[= in each person's lyfe =]

Happiey Teacher's Day !

2009-08-31T14:53:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyloooow EveryWann !!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

TO ALL TEACHERs IN THE WORLD .

Well , let's talk about Wat Happen In School Today.

HAHAH !

Reached school at abour 10.05am . Den ahead thuu classruum .

Classmates wait-ed oudsyte fer other class thuu come oud .

Den, Teacher's Day committee member start their task .

Blow balloon && paste it here andand there .

As minutes by minutes pass by , classmates becuum lesser andand lesser .

ALL CABOT ! hehheh !

So, we follow-ed de programme from the EVENT ORGANIZER .

Create a Teacher's day Card in a group .

Yea ! So we did it .

After de Committee member went thuu de MPH ,

Shafiyyah decide to call-ed Mdm Haslina andand tell about de class enrollment .

And you guess wat ?

SHE LET US HOME LAA SEIIY !

BUT ,

niid thuu hef back-up lesson fer POA .

hehheh !

- THE END -

2009-08-30T21:02:00.007+08:00

Ehh !
Im Back ! hahah .
Some Shot thuuday . While waityyn fer BHABYBHOY thuu come && break-fast at maii house .
hehs . Biyol ! kayy . kayy . heres de photo .

WELCOME !

2009-08-30T13:05:00.000+08:00

EHH !

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